Monday, July 17, 2006
what is the real meaning of friendship??a question that i keep asking myself..
would being friends for the past 12 years with hajar and some other peiying people.mean that we are REALLY true friends??maybe..
would being friends for the past 6 years with nass(and being my bestfriend) and the siglap-clanners.mean that we are REALLY true friends?maybe..
would being friends with the amanda,azi,rasha,nurul and the bitchy-clanners for the past 2+ years.mean that we are REALLY true friends?maybe..
i reallie appericiate ALL of you people that i've mentioned above and im thankful to Allah to have friends lyke all of you..friends that i could count on..friends who went thru thick thicker and thin thinner with me all these years..
lyke hajar and izwan,i still remember those tymes back in primary school..the lame jokes we played..the stupid jiwang songs we heard and sang till our lungs burst..the malay remedial classes before/after school..those kental primary school days..wakaka...those lepak2 at yishun park session..those block-catching games we played when we were supposed to study for the PSLE.but hey!!we made it thru PSLE and landed ourselves in the express stream..alhamdulilah!!
then it was siglap,the ferst person i spoke to was nass(apparently she sat beside me?)then the gang grew..more crappy stuff..got into more trouble,lyke literallie..all the tymes where we would talk about one another behind each others' back...wakaka..i MISS those tymes..the back-stabbing.the girlfren-snatching.the secret admirers.the secret love letter/notes..and weirdly..i still keep those letters beb!!even among the siglap-clanners we used to write letters to one another..padahal semue dalam satu class..i suppose i diverted my attention to these letters instead of the math lessons..
then came poly,apparently me and amanda started yacking away the moment we met each other for the ferst tyme..wakaka..the bitching never stoppe beb!till now..wakaka..the long breaks we had were used to watch all those people passing through the shelter..thus came the 'boy.check' and 'girl.check'..then the group grew bigger during TEP..bitchy-clan was established..the bitching.the slacking sessions.the 'open' conversations..everything...
why is my entry so very the emo?why am i reminiscing all this?beacuse i feel so HURT..it was common lar for backstabbing to happen in secondary school and i somehow developed a shield where i cant be bothered with all those things..when i came to poly,i removed that shield(bad mistake!!)and this had to happen...
and i was made to look bad..and apparently people LURVE to take sides without knowing the actual truth..sometymes the "unspoken" truth hurts more than spoken truth..being made to look stupid and bad at the same tyme makes me feel so..arrgghhhh!!to actuallie find out the "truth" from a veri reliable source makes me look at lyfe through a DIFFERENT angle..and suckily,these backstabbing does not only happen in school..hearing some "news" from another reliable source among my relatives is hurtful..
this sounds lyke such a hurt entry..but hey!im REALLY HURT and lyfe can get real bitchy sumtymes..buat salah,tak buat pon salah..
fark off lar!!
also known as APEET..
came into this world on the 19th june 1987..
do your calculations and it should be 21,this year
son of the coolest parents
very very ambitious
a social butterfly who lurves making frens
my frens are simply superb!
lurves talking.talking.and talk till i drop
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formerly from Siglap Secondary.the best years of my lyfe!
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