pada hari ini,saya akan menggunakan bahasa ibunda bagi menggemas-kinikan(update) blog saya oleh kerana guru bahasa ibunda saya disekolah menengah dulu akan membaca blog saya pada bila-bila masa sahaja..

tabik cikgu kadir!

tarikh yang amat dinanti-nantikan oleh semua para pelajar NYP yang sedang menjalani attachment.28hb april 2006..kerana attachment yang kita jalani akan berakhir pada hari ini!yah!11 minggu bekerja sambil belajar di syarikat syarikat swasta..

perasaan gembira saya berbaur sedih(mixed feelings) kerana saya akan merindui saat saat manis di sini..sudah menjadi adat bekerja.pasti terdapat peristiwa-peristiwa yang menyakitkan hati tetapi sudah menjadi lumrah bagi saya kerana perkara ini juga berlaku di sekolah,setuju?

cuma saya pasti akan terkilan kerana 'terpaksa' menyerah kembali "cubicle" saya ini. pada minggu hadapan seorang pelajar lain akan mengambil alih tempat saya.dengar-dengar,dia dari ite..selamat maju jaya padanya(all the best!)

kenangan-kenangan manis sedang menjelma di benak fikiran saya sekarang ini.sedang menantikan waktu makan tengahari untuk solat jumaat di masjid ansar nanti.semalam,rakan-rakan setugas saya telah berkumpul untuk makan tengahari(kami ber-empat)di restoran segar,bedok interchange..apa yang membuat saya cukup terharu ialah apabila mereka telah membayarkan makanan saya..

pergi kekedai mencari spaghetti
ditambah pula ayam panggang
terima kasih daun keladi
budi anda akan saya kenang

ewah!

bagaimana harus saya mengucapkan selamat tinggal pada rakan-rakan disini semua?kadangkala saya ini cukup emosi pabila mengucapkan selamat tinggal(say goodbye!)..haruskah saya lesapkan diri?tidak manis pula..tetapi saya tidak tahu bagaimana untuk memulakan!(donno where and how to start)

bagaimana cikgu?bahasa melayu saya masih okay?wakaka..tahniah cikgu,kerana mendapat cucu baru...

apeet 11:47 AM ...................

i think ive never never been this embarassed for a 24hr duration before..

lets start wif yesterday,it was raining lyke krazie..tired and sleepy..screwed the rain and walked thru it,in slippers..took veri veri careful steps coz it was damn slippery..upon reaching the nearest shelter..i nearlie slipped..and obviouslie..vulgarities came out of me lyke the rain pouring down...

when i looked up..this makcik was looking at me..u knoe she had that 'budak ni giler ker?'look on her face..paiseh liao..veri veri paiseh..aku pon aper lagik?step as if noting happened..pulled a straight face(the makcik's expression made me wanna burst out laughing)..i swear i was cursing under my breath..

lesson learnt: never never roll your eyes while standing in a moving bus wifout any hand grip..i was standing at the exit door lar..then this apek who clumsily pushed his way thru the crowded bus to alight..when i say clumsily,he was making a big hoo-haa and pushing everybody in the way..mind you!we have not reached the bustop yet.traffic light was red..

so i was rolling my eyes etc.coz he pushed me also..why eh?i always get pushed/stepped/hit in the bus?when the bus started to move..i lost my balance and nearlie fell off the steps lar..

tak macho langsung.butter legs!!

read amy's blog about pteam..wakaka..all the best lar eh.you helping out during the orientation finale..i did helped out your year now its your turn..

talking about the uniform.for those who have not seen me in that *blue thing*..the picture behind these words is me in it..the picture was grayscaled for obvious reasons lar eh!!the shirt is nice(i must insist on that!)but i hate hate the tie..so rasa sentosa man!!

ad all those people who mocked me(and the rest) about it during orientation last year..are now wearing it!!amy.azmi..wad goes around comes around??wakaka..and mind you!ive seen a makcik wearing this baju kurng from the exact same flowery material..i nearlie died on the spot..its actuallie a cloth lar that they made into the tie and bluses for the gerls..

yeay yeay!im in year 3..so can officiallie step down from all of the team's activities,rite?but before i do that..amanda,we must must must bring down that i/c..you game for it?its just irritating lar thats its her AGAIN..there are lyke 70 of us..why not let others a chance?ive got my chance lar..so can count me out..kesian the others..im so so gonan talk to the tic..but i need support and maybe a petition..amanda,how?

apeet 9:38 AM ...................

wah! go read rasha's blog..interesting you!!free show free show..what say,u go video those two?

talking about sexual videos.the ones circulating among handphones can make sumwan an overnite superstar eh?take for example that tammy issue..to date,ive yet to watch it!wakaka..but from my very resourceful source,amanda..i nearly laughed my head off when she commented on the gerl's..er..assets..

since we are on the topic..im rather dissapointed that malays are following suit in recording themselves having sex.

wtf?

and mind you.these farkers who spoil the goodwill of us malays are kids who i supposed have not finished secondary school for god sake!maseh mentah,makan mak bapak masih tanggung dah berani buat ni semue..use wadeva brains(soup otak boon keng.erm!) that you people have..and think,if your partner gets pregnant..what you two underaged.undersized.fellas would do?simply abort lar rite? coz obviouslie..they dont have income lar..

banyak cantik muka kau?dah lah makan minum kau.mak bapak support..takkan anak kau pon mak bapak kau nak support?

chet

why am i talking about this?coz i was informed of a video circulating of 3 malay kids.er..when raz ferst told me about it was lyke..yah!lyke as if..after a few people inform me about it and reading it on sumwan's blog..it bloordy true!!you should got read the comments put up on the blog..so kekek the mamat..

er.im not being conservative or wadsoever(when have i ever been?)but its reallie too much lar..this pesky kids..so irritating..hold onto your horses and wait till you're a little older..please lar eh!tak stim langsung..gross aderlah..

stupid kids..

apeet 2:08 PM ...................

handling er.blogging at two different blogs can be very very tiring exciting eh!

i sound so stupid.but yah!since i have access to the stupids' blog.i'll blog(note:bitch) my heart out there..sorie but there wouldnt be any links from my blog to the stupids' coz we(the stupids)find the blog sacred.haha..juz kidding!its our blog.and we wish to keep it sumting private,no?what say you,miss president?

my eyes hurting.big tyme!its hard to even keep both of them open lar..i keep going to the toilet to check(my eyes.not my hair!)its not red or aniting..issit coz lack of sleep?er.donno liao..or got infection?

choy!touch wood..

but it wasnt too good for baby hadi thou.he came down wif an eye infection when he was nearing 3 weeks?luckily wif the help of eyedrops and Allah the Almighty..everything is fine now!the doctor says its an eye infection(i think?)and the baby just refused to open his eyes during the entire tyme..

sacrificing beauty sleep to watch desperate housewives and grey's anatomy last nite was so so worth it!yesp!i got the tv yesterday(i wander why we need to fight over the channels when we have 4 tvs ard the house)i purposely avoided DIA.and mum,apparently forgot all about it!

i knoe im bad, sorie mum!!

ive not watched grey's anatomy ever since i started ipp sey.serious!i pity meredith sey..that surgeon fella,wads his name?is such a jerk lar..i least expected him to be married..woohoo..extra marital affaire..sounds..kinky!!wakaka..

dont worry gerls..im a one-woman man..wakaka..serious!!

3 more days people.3 more days..so cant wait!!not tutorials,lectures,labs etc of course..but the people ive not met the past 3 months..and the nasi padang from south canteen..wakaka..i wander tyme and again what exactly is my motif and objective being in school?..er.i admit i take my studies lighter than what i should!but i suppose.its the environment,the people and especially the friends that makes me..er.at least,a better person...

so cant wait for nasi padang international marketing module..

apeet 2:15 PM ...................

i posted an entry earlier but donno wad happened so here's wad i could recollect about the previous entry(i have a goldfishs' memory,remember?)

friday nite was spent wif bitchy-clan(part) for a gathering to celebrate kak(oops.sista,kakak macam TUA gitu kan?) rasha's berfday..we were at baladi,the lebanese restaurant(ehem.yours truly made the reservations eh!)..after dinner, we moved to something more comfy..kampong glam cafe.and we got the entire 2nd floor to ourselves..we talked so much.we bitched so much and we played truth or dare so much..but we onlie had the truth part lar..noting to dare rite?er.lick the floor?lyke so wrong lar.aniwae we have passed that age lar rite?especially the birthday gerl..

being the usuallie 'late' person,i gave rasha her present late too..wakaka..but rasha,i hope you'll appericiate me dragging my lazy arse to pass you the present on saturday.and hope you lyke it eh!noting much.hope its enough?

had a late lunch wif her and jihah before heading down to carrefour to kill tyme while waiting for rasha to get back to her cell work..then said our goodbyes and left for home.ferst tyme after so so long that im back home after a 'shopping' trip..unbelievable..

just lyke the song on my blog.thanks sha(yet again!)you dont knoe how much this song means to me..

syahdu!

i just got back from an embassy..where we wrote in if they could sponsor us qurans wif tafsirs(translations?)..alhamdulilah we got it and yah!we went to collect lar just now

apeet 5:10 PM ...................

pardon me for being so so very angry la this morning.but before i forget wad happened and forgetting to blog about it..lets do it now!

so i was freaking tired yesterday(on my way home)..it didnt help that the bus ride was HORRIBLE.people were either hitting me wif their elbows(coz i was sitting)or stepping my foot..i was not that pissed that they stepped my foot lar.but i was MORE pissed that they were stepping on my timberland shoes..lyke hello!!

okay.for those who knoe,i now have to walk the red brick path thru the mini garden to my block(the ulu block)..noting much happened but it was nice walking there,there wasnt anyone around..and i appericiate this kind of lonelyness to unwind lar rite..

wad pissed me was wad happened in the lift.its just common courtesy to hold the lift door for sumwan else to come in if you're the first rite?so being the nice fella i am(reallie!)i held the door for this minah-in-the-making lar..she looks matured,yet she was wearing a pri sch uniform top..so wad?shes pri 6?maybe..

she took her bloordy own tyme and gelek2 to come in.fine!gerls..i was able to maintain my cool.she didnt even smile lar for making me WAIT for her.she looked so super bitchy lar.i pressed the 14th floor.then she went to press the Xth floor. ..throughout the entire X number of floors(she was standing beside me btw).i saw her thru the reflection:she kept looking at me wif her ever so bitcy look..

minah,kau aper case?

so when she got off at Xth floor,i lyke held the door for her to gelek out also lar(why?why?am i so nice?)she got off..before turning away,she lyke jeling at me lar..

wtf?

so young.so no manners..i was on the verge out going out and ditch her into the rubbish chute sey!serious..she's lyke the FIRST arrogant soul i've met at my block..usuallie the people i meet in the lift would lyke smile,say hello or things lyke dat u knoe?

why i decided to blog about this?coz i was inspired by Azimah's blog entry lar..about Malays..thats the problem lar wif us malays..its not that i look down on my OWN people!but its a bloordy fact lar..how to upgrade yourself when you still have the mentality of the stone-age?cummon lar,if other races can be nice to strangers..why cant we be lyke dat?

one simple example,i have relatives who come MY house for raya..yet they inspect my house wif the 'evil-eye'..then they would lyke make comparison wif their own houses..lyke fark off lar.my parents take pride in their house.asal?jealous kapa?

and i have this bitchy aunty of mine who said to me when i went to her new place for raya last year, "tengok lar rumah cik X.tak lah lawa sangat macam rumah hafeez"..and she meant it in a sarcastic way okay! BITCH..

and my mum hates it BIG tyme whenever she go jemputans or weddings and people would start looking at her from top to toe..ie..looking at her clothers,her jewellery etc..now you knoe why i dress up lyke krazie for weddings?

because our OWN people cant stand looking at other people of their OWN kind being better offthan them.this envy thing ar.would be the downfall of the malays i tell you..

let me repeat again.im not condemning my OWN people..coz its only this few who make our ENTIRE community look bad lar..so we should should buck up!er.and i thot they say malays have good budi pekerti?

apeet 9:15 AM ...................

a special shoutout to this 3 people who celebrate their birthdays today!!

happy birthday!!

apeet 9:34 AM ...................

its raining again!veri veri heavy rain..

i was staring into the rain when i suddently got an idea to blog about. i remembered following a certain fren of mine who wanted to look for water-proof mascara..she(i was dragged too.so we)were searchin high and low for it..not that there wasnt any lar.she was just too fickle..

wad i wanna say is dat, how gerls take pride in choosing the BEST water-proof mascara,boys tend to search for the BEST water-proof hair wax,gel etc..lyke me lar.i knoe that there are tones out there arranged at supermarkets(oops!hypermarkets) claiming that theirs strong hold lar.water-proof lar.that you'll need a tornado to move it out of place..get my point? yah!

er.wad i wanna say is..are water-proof things reallie water-proof?

my mind drifted for a while just now..and i suddenly thot of my guy frens(those who i can tolerate their nonsense and they could mine).weird eh how we dont bother of one another's existence till we sit down and at the spur of the moment,think about them..

me thinks its how guys express ourselves lar.u knoe how gerls would lyke take the effort to call or at least leave a tag on their friend's blog?would a guy do such a thing?i ask myself dat and wad do i answer myself(i think im going krazie.im talking to myself): NO,i never bother..

so as im sitting here,in the cold..i recall all the wacky and crappy conversations we had..especially to this certain fren of mine(i think he reads my blog,so no names) who said, "by end of sec 4,i want to get laid wif *this another certain fren*"..should have seen how i tried so veri veri hard to control myself and ended up laughing(i was tempted to roll on the floor)..i think some of you gerls were there too lar,issit?

and remember the tyme where we playing in the rain?in our school uniforms?the 4-5 of us.mind you!and how ain got "kau pakai rantai eh?"remember?wakaka..how we got so wet that we hoped to get sick?so can ponteng the next day's maths lesson. and also in the rain where my class had our barbeque..yesp!barbeque in the rain..we ended up seeking refuge under the barbeque pit..wakaka..er.i think i have that rainy barbeque pic sumwhere...where the guys played soccer wif our maths teacher who happened to be barbequieng at the pit next to us..

tahu takut,semua simpan rokok!!semua tak buat bising,tak maki maki...

rain?wad else happened in the rain?er.where i think i developed my ferst crush for sumwan..

aww..

bitchy-clanners, we have not done aniting in the rain eh!!wakaka..

moral of the storey, i miss my siglap-clanners,the guy frens,the gerl frens,the teachers,the makcik who sells nasi lemak..wakaka..

why the siglap-ness you ask?coz i met alot of siglapians lar last nyte when i was at tampines looking for rasha's present..er.oops!still have not decided wad to get liao..

but my main idea for today's entry is about rain eh..not about all the flashbacks i just typed.thats just me rambling..wakaka..er.enjoy the weather.enjoy a hot cup of drink.while i die of hunger here..because of the rain,im unable to get out to buy lunch

chet.

apeet 1:05 PM ...................

er.its raining lyke krazie outside..wait!its been raining everyday eh?good.very good.

wad i saw earlier today made me suddenly think of death.and i talked about it with my morning-chat-buddy,sha..funnie how i can be easily influenced by my surroundings..and im reallie excited with wad we planned for nass's berfday gathering..wakaka..hint:nass,get a good pair of running shoes..

and its ringing jiwang songs..why?coz my colleague playing jiwang songs lar.i like!nice weather for such songs..

demi cinta ku rela menanti....

ok!im officialie clueless of wad to blog about.noting interesting has happened..so far!noting to bitch about besides my bitchy stripzofpink fren who is on msn wif me right now..i thot she died or sumting..lol..

oh!fiza..welcum to the slacking werld of tep eh!enjoy.slack and be merry..tak gune kerja keras..wakaka..i can never be a motivator la..wakaka..but then shes in school already, probably savouring the nasi lemak from south canteen..errmmm...

and i found out that they would be phat nite on the 7th july by school of it..how people?wanna go?tickets are not out yet thou..once out..lets be the veri ferst few who gets it ferst..reminds me of the queue for hello kitty dolls.remember?..im saying dis coz i was in the queue last tyme..wakaka..so kiasu.so aunty.for a stupid collection of dolls that ive chucked into a box,now sumwhere in the store i suppose?

damn, can sumwan remind me to get a foldable umbrella?er.i never lyked the idea of foldable umbrellas lar..i find it so gay!sorie but yesp.thats why you'll never catch me with a foldable umbrella..but then i'd take back my werds and get a foldable umbrella dat i can tuck in beg for occasions lyke this,where i am caught off guard by the rain...not now lar.later when i wanna go home..

watched DIA?im soo soo happy..dwi is finallie dead.eventhou she's dead but she's still a bugger lar..now getting the brother to fulfill her last wish..this is wad i call,dah mampos pon masih menyusahkan orang!bleh..i obviouslie hate dia and ivan,so kental lar those two..just express your feelings.remarry and end the drama...but no!they have to add also those revengeful things.pusing pusing pat situ jugak..

just typing that made me so angry!i donno wad got into me when i actuallie watched DIA instead of desperate housewives..arghh!can i blame my mother?who happens be a die-hard fan of the drama?she made me watch it..arghh!!.i like fifi's role thou.sumwan firm.and get what she wants..

let me repeat again: dwi is dead.im so happy.no more whiny pleas, "tapi ma, dwi sakit" animore..no more of her crying in silence whenever fifi threatens her or her krazie brother,eka tries to control her..

and earlier i mentioned i didnt knoe wad to blog about?just one harmless drama.can come up wif so many stories..wakak..erm.nurses,got anybody suffer heart attack or warded after watching DIA?

apeet 3:33 PM ...................

apeet 10:30 AM ...................

erm..sorie for being away for a (long) while..2 days long meh?i didnt die or lying on sum hospital bed,thank you very much..but i just did not have the tyme, energy and material to blog about..can i not talk about it?no?

okay!u peepz watched our makan places,lost and found?on channel 5 on tuesday issit?cant remember..it was on satays rite!so i commented lar "wah!i feel lyke eating satay sey" to no one in particular..maybe my brother took notice,but he never take notice of this krazie brother of his..so yah!i was lykely talking to myself..

i left werk late yesterday.due to obvious reasons..then i went to meet nass(more lyke her brother and the dad) to pass the anugerah konsert tickets..erm..no!im not going..donno why i bought the tickets in the ferst place?so i sold mine to nass lar..

when i got home..my famz were all dressed and ready..and i was told to 'hurry and bath'..so i took one of my rare mandi kobois..lasting onlie 10 minutes..i seriously donno how people could bath in 5mins?giler eh!body clean meh?aniwae..

we went to eat satay at changi point..so they actuallie took noticed of wad i said..wakaka...

oh!and tomorrow's my dad's berfday..he's hitting?40!yesp..my dad is dat young.i have young parents..wakaka..does dat explain why i wanna get married at a young age?no?me think so too lar..just looking at a fren save for her wedding makes me shiver in fear..how am i gonna save money for my own wedding when most of the tyme my account balance?you reallie dont have to knoe..wakaka..so shout out to my parents,grandparents,aunties uncles,cousins,second cousins..

lets do calculations..my paternal side.my maternal side(the people i depend to wash the plates and kendaratz,they are that efficiet i tell you)..erm..my maths sucks ley!wakaka..can pass me a calculator?wkaka..

dats beside the point..the point is..tomorrow is a public holiday and a loong weekend.ive heard people plan of going across the border already..gosh!my famz can never do that liao..public holiday=many many people at my dad's shop..haix...

enjoy the weekend people..

apeet 3:20 PM ...................

i knoe im a lil late to post this but..tymetable is out!and to tell you the truth i hate this sem's tymetable to the core sey..why?coz i have to drag my lazy arse for school on mondays for 2 freaking hours onlie..lyke wtf?erm..cummon lar..if its in the morning,at least not so bad coz we can go jalan-jalan after that..

god!i just wanna get this sem and the sem after over and done wif..im begining to hate school already..i find myself weird sumtymes..i hate school.and i hate the idea of werking..

which is the result of my 7-months doing noting but slack at home during the post-'o'levels period..while my frens were slogging their arses at part-tyme jobs..i was slogging my arse too..but in shopping malls and cinemas..catching the most recent movies launched and slacking at parks/beaches..

haix.i miss those tymes..

and last nite was spent relieving olde memories at siglap with two ex-siglapians..shamm and durrah..erm i met the ladies at segar,bedok for dinner..erm..we talked so much.yakked so much.walk so much(ard bedok central,lyke wad?)before we finallie said goodbye to rush back for desperate housewives..and luckily,the effort was worthwhile..wait!effort to watch desperate housewives is always worthwhile..oh!gabrielle is lyke so hot larr!!lol(why do i sound lyke fiza,you knoe when she'll go "oh!nigel barker is so hot larr!")wakaka..you and your bald men fetish..

but one very hot topic up for bitching was about this certain fren of mine(ours)..should i mention the name?erm..not as if she reads blogs or wadsoever..but erm..nevermind lar..you go figure out!yah!and how shes' changed.the one drastic change is of the hijab she proudly? wore last tyme lar..me thinks she must have used them as table cloth instead..

but one major thing that bugged durrah was that this fren of ours actuallie forgot her name..gesh!i wonder whether she remembers mine?scary ar this kind of frens..and this certain fren..ive not met her for lyke?1 and half years liao..

as for me..i seriously dont care liao..this kinda people who onlie need you when they need you kinda thing..im very very used to it already..so heck lar!but wad i knoe is dat she stopped sending me kad raya liao..wakaka..i do keep kad rayas from my frens okay!i dont simply throw them away..i treasure this kinda things..

another pelik tapi benar trait of mine..

erm..i wanna change my blogskin.thanks hailwa for offering to help..erm..im not that cerewet actuallie just stick to the list(long list) that i gave you and it should be fine lar!and am i gonna meet you ladies(zal included) for lunch dis saturday?please msg me 2 days in advance liao..wakaka..

guess wad?its already tuesday..2 more days to go..then its a long weekend..and 12 werking days to go before the end of ipp..yahoo!im beginning to miss this place and the people liao..haix..so sad!

oh yah! singapore silat federation is having a syarahan agama sempena majlis maulidur rasul s.a.w this friday at the building at 8pm..so if anybody wanna go..please come eh!and if you need details of it..just tag lar eh!

and today is 12 rabiul'awal(according to the islamic calendar)..today is our beloved prophet muhammad s.a.w's berfday..i was watchin the malaysian channel while getting ready(multi-tasking nampak?)and i saw the malaysian congregating to celebrate maulid..

allahuma shalliala saiyidina muhammad..

apeet 2:20 PM ...................

i am such an impulse buyer..seriously am..

lyke 3/4 of my per month was spent in one weekend..lyke wad rite?erm..should start lookin for jobs dat offer 5K and above per month..lol..lyke real onlie!me?a belom-dapat-diploma holder..but then hanah's bedek-arts-grad colleague gets over 2K..maybe..a 6-credit 'o' levels holder me could get that 3K??can?no?

i was smacking my head.my face.and myself the entire day..

serious lar..how could i have spent all that money over things..wait!things that i need want actuallie..

yep!that money flying(duit terbang) experience happened on saturday..i met several bunch of the frens for both lunch and dinner..ironically!it was bugis/arab st for both..im reallie getting sick of that place!

aniwae..i met sha for a quick shop-for-bunga-rampai-begs at joo chiat(for an upcoming event) then we met her bf,azmi..and in the rain we headed to arab st..with murtabak zam-zam in our heads..however wifout thinking twice or wadsoever..entered baladi,that lebanese restaurant beside zam-zam...

food twas..erm..how should i put it?wanna something direct or indirect?indirectly..it was not to my taste buds..a direct and honest opinion..it was HORRIBLE..however..the place was nice thou.the sofas.the ambience..

look..



















picture was taken by sha's very the malu boyfren..wakaka..it was nice hanging out wif you both thou..














oh!and i got my green kain for the baju kurung liao..yesp yesp!you people would call me kancheong-spider or wadsoever but..aku peh pasal lar!!wakak..another bad habit that i desperately need to change..i entered arab st with the semangat berkobar-kobar to get an olive green kain..what i ended up buying??lime green..boo hoo..but i still lyke both the service that shoppe along arb st offered and they offer cheaper compared to the many many shops i dragged those two into..

we then ended up at coffee bean..kita lupe nak ambik gambar kan?lol..said our goodbyes coz a certain fren of mine had to rush home..erm..!!aniway..u two..we should and must meet up again..

i was made to wait for 1 freaking hour coz a certain sumwan forgot to mention that they changed the meeting tyme..bluekk!i tried veri hard to control as not to lose my head..however im sorie that i vented it out on farna..kak,ko tak marah kan kan?yesp..and the others who came might have noticed my initial senyap-ness and the long face...

but i grew out of it lar of course..

donno who had the krazie idea of having islamic..but later we changed our minds(while walking to islamic) that we wanted the normal arab st cafes' food instead..yar!so we ended at dahlia cafe for lyke wad?3 hours?where we just sat and talked.talked.and talked..erm..i guess the people there thanked Allah many many when we got up to leave..wakaka...

on my home home..i was dragged into a certain shoppe..where i ended buying..

did i mention i am an impulse buyer?yesp i did!lol..

apeet 9:29 PM ...................

erm..so glad i managed to catch victoria's secret's fashion show last nite..coz i was out wif part of the bitchy-clan for dinner at kampong glam cafe..well..thats another story..

erm..seriously the show could have been more 'happening' if they placed more glitters on the runway..so the glitters would start 'flying' when the models walk upon them kan?maybe the models start throwing confetti to the audience or something?..

i know i was commenting every single segment of it..boo..remember i once aspired to be a fashion designer..that was way back in secondary school when i was doing fashion designing for my 'o' levels..

to think of it..would look lyke peanuts if they saw my almost-bare-boobies outfit that i designed for my 2nd of 3 apparels..wakaka..damn!i should pester ms kong to return my art work..which i presume is collecting dust in siglap's storeroom..chet!

but then again..all of my apparels that tyme involves breasts exposure(and i am bad at drawing breast.macam watermelon ader.macam durian ader.serious!dat bad!!)..i remembered a certain teacher commented that my outfits were too wearable..nah!amek kau..see if anyone would wear it...kalau tak kena label gila da bagus! and another certain teacher who said that i'll not make it for art 'o' level..so it, what do you say of my B4??

i reallie enjoyed victoria's secrets last nite..i knoe sum people would start condemning me and start calling me a pervert or wad-so-ever..its art and fashion we are talking here..if gerls nowadays could wear hipsters and expose their buttcracks (rasha,letak sepuloh sen sikit!) and walk around lyke no body's business..maybe soon they'll start wearing lingirie(jihah's:ling-ge-ree) outside..then maybe then i could be my business..

saya design seluar/baju dalam..fiza awak boleh tolong jahit?

wakaka..should i get naomi or tyra to walk down the runway wif me?*wanders*

apeet 12:02 PM ...................

yeah!so sha tagged me lyke ages ago..sorie yer..so here you go!!

If you've been tagged, you are to come with 7 qualities of your ideal perfect lover.

1. do specify the gender
2. then, list down and tag another 7 people on their pages.
3. if you've been tagged before, you need not do this again. Have Fun!

GENDER: FEMALE<obviouslie

1. sumwan taller (+2 points) because im short lar!
2. accepts the fact that im always surrounded by other gerls (+10 points)..have to understand mah!my best/close buddies all gerls..wakaka
3.not wearing the hijab (+5 points) no offence yer!but then im reallie tak cerewet
4. lives around my area.pasir ris or tamp (+15 points) den minah cashier how?wakaka
5. surprises me!! (+20 points) a guy wants to get surprises too once in a while you knoe?
6. not clingy- sumwan independent (+10 points) malas ar pompan pompan gini..
7. sumwan whu would get up and watch the sun rise wif me..awwwwwww

okay, the 7 people.

wah..dis is hard..

1. fiza (aku ni benar-benar nak tau kau nyer criterias)
2. amanda..
3. rashidin..
4. rasha..
5. zalifa andeera..
6. hailwa moree.. (saje nak kpo pasal korang)
7. wejustclickedgang..refering to the other two,zymah and farah

apeet 8:48 AM ...................

i was reallie inspired to blog because of rasha..wakaka..wah kak!your blog skrg da ader 'happening' contents eh..enjoy saya membacanya..

aniway..monday blues are reallie reallie nasty despite you being werking or schooling lar.boo.and rasha dont you blame werk..

i think every single soul i met yesterday was suffering from monday blues..lets start wif yours truly..it was such as shitty day..erm..i think i told a few people about it rite?yah!so mine was horrible..

it didnt help when i met raz ain lily and her frens for dinner..it was reallie awkward lar being there wif her frens..not dat im not sociable but erm..u should have been there..yesp!so we sat at ljs tamp mall discussing about her wedding..said our goodbyes and off we went home..

initiallie..

but then since raz was facing shitty situations herself and ain whu left for home to please her already pissed father..me and raz met another soul facing shittier problem,sha..wakaka..so we three ended up under her void deck sumwhere in pasir ris pouring our hearts out about all the problems we were facing..

note: to stoppe hanging out under void decks, tak class beb!

yesp.so it didnt help that i was wearing a blue top to werk.tsk.worsen my monday blue..and the blue denim jacket i borrowed the freezing sha..i wanted to erupt wif laughter when she said, "is this the smell of werk?"..arghh!!even my jacket reminds me of werk and the shitty monday i had...

even my aunt, ein msged me from KL telling me her shitty situation there..

so thats it lar..my monday.full of shits..

can i continue wif a shitty tuesday?no?when i wanted to leave for werk my dad was lyke..

dad: nari balik lekas!
me: apasal?nak kluar dinner?
dad: tak. kau asyik merayap ajer..
me: lar.today i dont have plans.so balik lekas lar
dad: tak bagus balik lambat
me: ah ah.yelah!

weird noe my father,and his berfday is next week.wad to get him ar?..and ive not spoken to my mum for 24 hours..wakaka..beforei get bombarded..no!i did not have any misunderstanding wif her..its juz i've not seen her lar..i left for werk yesterday she was at werk.when i got home she was already asleep..

thats my weird family..sometymees i see them both day in day out till we get sick of one another..wakaka...but then there are tymes where i hardly see them both..

pelik tapi benar

and i took the wrong bus to werk..i stopped lyke so far lar..near rehjal's place..siak ajer..i was already early.no lar!i can make it on the dot..but because of the bloordy bus..i was late.freaking late..

tangy tuesday?no?hope so...

apeet 9:21 AM ...................

i was both shocked and happy when i got this message the moment i stepped back from lunch..

Aku nk kahwin dis june!Tk sabar aku nk pakai ma wedin ring,ha ha. Ko free kol aku, den cantok in details ok. Or mayb mit skali today.

guess whu the message was from?yesp!lilyana getting married people..wakaka..lyke finallie..and yours truly was hired as her part-tyme wedding planner..its gonna be a small function for her side and they are going to bersanding wif her fiancee's cousin..

and wanna knoe who is the cousin?its kak shikin..erm..ex-siglapian?okay okay..siglap-clan, u people should knoe diana johari rite?diana's cousin lar..which means..they are all related..wah lau!wad a small werld kan?

wow!one good news after another..

jihah.get well soon ehk..lyke finallie you are taking mc..wakaka(this is not part of the good news)

wad else?erm..nothing..my mind is blank.period

apeet 3:30 PM ...................

one year ago..during my multiply days..juss and auntie ana lost their 2hr-olde child due to complications etc..yesp..little maisarah onlie managed to see the werld.the hospital's OT.not her mum.not her dad for 2 hours...

nauzubilah..

i dont want to remember that scene anymore..but i'll always always remember her little self..that tall baby.that baby clothing that was made from white cloth.that little baby mattress that she was placed on..

however..today.1st of april..1 year and 1 month later..juss and auntie ana got their 3rd child..

baby boy.. lutfil hadi..came into the werld at 12.56pm.however juss wasnt there..he was away for werk..yesp!since my parents werent around(they were away at JB.minus me)so i dragged my bro and my granny to the hospital in the heavy downpour..

baby hadi(thats wad im gonna call him!)was asleep the entire tyme..say 6 hours i was there?wakaka..as he started shivering..the hospital room was *that* cold you knoe!cute..this little babies.i like!

however..he opened his eyes awhile when i told him i was leaving..

hello!

weeheee...he saw me.saw the sista..yesp!khairunnissa has started calling herself 'kakak' since the day arwah maisarah was in her mother's womb..

we now officiallie have more boys in the family..but then,i'll take him ages to reach my brother's age..so we can go cycling at pasir ris park.9 years..i'll be?28?takperlah eh hadi..lu lepak one corner sua..worst still.u can play wif my own children..wakaka..

now!i wont have to worry about my children not having any playmates..

tapi yang penting skali..dah besar,mesti hensem macam abang hafeez kan kan kan?

wakakaka...

apeet 10:36 PM ...................

also known as APEET..
came into this world on the 19th june 1987..
do your calculations and it should be 21,this year
son of the coolest parents
very very ambitious

a social butterfly who lurves making frens
my frens are simply superb!
lurves talking.talking.and talk till i drop
have his himbo moments
formerly from Siglap Secondary.the best years of my lyfe!
proudly with Dip in Marketing from Nanyang Polytechnic
currently serving the nation



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