lose all men-senses

2008-12-11T20:50:00.001-08:00

PEOPLE CHANGE.PERIOD.

2008-11-27T23:42:00.000-08:00

so it seems that i've not been updating...

well i have my own reasons:

1)commitments in camp often leave me too shagged what more sumting to blog about,if you hadnt been noticing for the past 3 years,my blog is noting but MY own personal lyfe,space and obviouslie loads of bitching(at tymes!)

but hey,as of today(27nov)im officiallie on off/leave for the next 18 days.im just trying to make myself feel good!actuallie onlie 12 werking days to clear by end of this year.wakaka..the other 6 came in the form of weekends..wakaka..

2)i've been very very busy.yesp!busy with lyfe.that leaves me shag(second tyme mentioning my fatigue level)with the various people i need to meet over the weekends.the shopping(its onlie been 2 weeks,and im BROKE)

can blame it on my cab-ing stint.i cab EVERYWHERE now!i forgot the experience of taking a bus already..wakaka..just kidding.well,its gonna be the third tyme:well im usuallie too shag to bother to take public transport ie.bus or mrt...

3)i'm now addicted to facebook!lyke seriouslie..go find me there y'all..wakaka...

4)the frens are all either leaving the blogging scene(almost most of the links i have here on themodefeezo is NOT valid anymore)or making their blog private,with me usuallie too shag(AGAIN!)to bother to ask them for the password ke aper kebenda you need to excess the blog..

orang tak bilang buat aper aku tanye kan??

5)blogging seems lyke a chore now..

till then.tomorrow is razianah's nikah(razidah's elder sister)yesterday i went over to do her henna and i spent my ENTIRE day today doing up her flowers,have i mentioned how much i ENJOY far east flora's cold room??so many MANY many flowers to choose from.

naik rambang mata!!

well,raz and raq came over to my place to help me with the flowers.actuallie the project consists on a flower arrangement for the bedroom and 2 wedding bouquets.we had a good laugh today!while we saw raz and raz both attempting to gubah the flower arrangement.which SORRY to say,they failed miserably!!i just finished REarranging the flowers..took pics of it already but im abit superstitious liao,wait until after the nikah then i'll upload ehk..

till then.as my flowers are now in my makeshift cold room(my bedroom with the aircon blowing at full blast!)i'll go back to facebook.....

wakaka...

2008-10-27T05:11:00.000-07:00

was looking at raq's multiply when i came across this:
sungguh random.com.sg eh!!lets start planning your berfday party!ada theme tak?im a sucker for themes.wakaka...btw am STILL waiting for the pictures from my fren's "engagement".biler eh mau dapat?aniwaes,those pictures also veri random.sg....

2008-10-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

im currently feeling veri veri weak mainly cause the medication in kicking in and i just got up from sleep..

been sick the past few days.i almost ruined my jalan raya with the BCs cause i kept sneezing but then again,i looked alryte in pictures(the need to suck everything in for the sake of pictures..)kinda funny what sparked the flu but the doctor i went to see just now was saying that there's a bug goin around..so you people jaga-jaga hor!

forgot to mention that im on MC today.onlie got 1 day thou,would be goin back to camp tonyte,if this carries on,i'll pay my camp's medical centre a visit tomorrow..but im on duty on wednesday(i think?)and i cant tink of anybody who i can swop duties with..maybe i'll just get it over and done with...

im bloggin cause hanah(and everybody else)commenting that i've not been updating..

i am THAT tired!seriusly..i reallie respect you teachers.how do you find energy after a day of werk?my guys are half way thru their course..am so looking forward to their graduation..wakaka..so i can go on leave...

the jalan rayas went smoothly i suppose.with BCs jalan raya on the 18th..almost everyone turned up.except for the usual bubblers and peepz falling sick.*blame the flu bug!*we all met up at jihah's place.i brought edie along.kononyer wanna bring her around the houses in the east,but while i was eating,jihah's mum volunteered to jaga her,edie fell asleep!

spoil betul budak ni!

so i had to carry her.sampai berpeluh-peluh semue.another point that im NOT ready to have my own children in the near future..so change of plans.headed to my place instead to send edie and for the SURPRISE they had in store for fiza...

hanah and jannah surprised fiza with hanah's apperance at fiza's awaiting us.member dengan penuh confidentnyer say she'll NOT be coming to BC's jalan raya cause of examz lar.due projects lar..this caught fiza soo off guard that she teared buckets...

sungguh classic.com..at that point semue emo that NOBODY took out their cams..

the usual visitings,eating and our norm,BITCHING happened the whole day.with the main topic revovling around "this sumwan who just broke up with this other sumwan"BCs.you know,i know enough lar...

this was before i developed a bad flu and headache sumwhere during nurul's..

aniwaes.HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY to fellow BC,Norafiza Basri..aka fiza the tudung gerl..who drove us around the whole day.may all your wishes and ambitions come true!and most importantly may Allah bless your lyfe...welcum to club21...hope you lyke my gift...

19th was the SiglapClanners jalan raya..before the event,i got msgs flooding my phone of last min people pulling out of the jalan raya.at ferst i was damn PISSED lar.padahal padahal EVERYONE claimed that they'll be coming...siap tanya berapa orang and nak masak aper semue...

so i CANCELLED the whole ting lar.but then raz and nass convinced me to carry on despite the awfully small group!and also faziela screaming at me over the phone cause she applied leave for the event..

so onlie 5 turned up:faz nass din raz and her bf,badri(she reallie shocked all of us,but that'll be another stury)including me there was 6.so we went to each others houses..it was a quick one.in 4 hours we were already at nass',our usual last house,her satay goreng rocks my socks i tell you!

nass,now biler-biler we buat bbq,you'll do the satay hor!wakaka...

not wanting our day to end that patheticly.we ended up watching 'the house bunny' at TM,luckily i brought along my safra kad,dapatlar save abit on the tickets..wakaka...it was hilarious lar..have i mentioned how much i love bimbo movies??cause you have a full fledged himbo her as well...wakaka...

ohkaylar i wanna go pack my stuff.gonna book in tonyte..

for pictures of the various jalan rayas.please feel free to drop by my multiply.its all uploaded already!till i find the strength and (quality!)content/topics to blog about..

2008-09-26T06:27:00.000-07:00

im reallie at the end of my wits!

my mind or should i say my brain has totallie shut down...

its reallie no fun doing things that you're not clearly informed or briefed about especiallie if you're blamed for sumtin you never know you knew was under your charge!

however,i should be thankful and praise Allah that the guys under me are a superb bunch.they are reallie reallie nice and alwaes very cheerful eventhou they sumtymes ask questions that make me wanna strangle them silly..

but i'd say they have made me proud this few days.lyke this one guy who memorised the pledge in one day and proudly led the whole company during our parade.i couldnt help but kept telling him how proud i am of him!!dah macam mak-mak orang yg bangga anak dapat 7As lyke dat!seriusly coz the other platoons did a horrible job with it..

hopefully it'll remain this way lar kan..

till then.or when i can find my energy or will power..i tink im going to sleep already..

2008-09-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

as im typing this entry,i am having my sahur of a zinger burger!yeayness.zinger crave no more..wakaka..apparently alot of cravings settled already liao.lyke dendeng and bubbletea..

just came back from ifta at che nah's place.this year im unable to do my usual iftaring with the various family members due to lack of tyme.me thinks im unable to send out card raya too..its already veri veri late to even attempt to buy cards and start writing them..wakaka..

aniwaes i dont remember seeing any shop selling card rayas..

the weekend has been GREAT!literallie starting from fridae where i met my siglap dearies durrah raq and huda.this was veri last minute due to sum BUBBLER who cancelled the plan which was made earlier the week.aniwaes dont wish to talk about it..

met durrah to shop for her stuff to wear to john's commisioning ball at fullerton next saturday.it was lyke finding her wedding outfit.literallie!roaming and circling century square and parkway a twice thrice till i lost count to find her tings..wakaka..but it was fun fun fun...

we met up with huda.for iftar at simpang bedok's spize..the minah who ive not met for lyke a year..we ordered a feast!didnt expect the GRANDE drinks to be soo soo huge..lyke 1L per drink can?sungguh tidak lor..we drank till senak giler...

saturday met up with my echo boys sans rafiqin and fazli.so we didnt have a plan juz going with the flow..we decided to get drinks and snacks while waiting for a decent meal..it was krazie lar looking for a place to eat..

we finallie settled for the chicken rice place opposite eunos.since azari just came back of fieldcamp and insists on decent food and drinks.we ordered a feast.this tyme it was soo soo filling that i swear i would have vomitted if i had to finish everything..reminds me of the simpang feast.wakaka...

pictures of the various iftars can be found at my multiply..

till then..i wanna watch the 'sense of home' and prepare for werk tomorrow..one week before the start of the next batch of trainees.say goodbye to hafeez and updating his blog and online chatting on msn coz i'll be stuck in camp..

2008-09-11T05:56:00.001-07:00

gue veri the tired!and mood kinda lousy..

why?

besides the lack of precious sleep(whats new kan?)now i can basicallie fall asleep aniwhere and anityme..lyke todae.in the spec mess during tea break 1/2 hr pon jadik!and the bus ride home..mood lousy coz i juz found out(actuallie in the morning)that im on DUTY 2 days BEFORE raya..which is the mondae...

argghhh!!...sungguh tidak.com...

so people.please do not put your hopes too high about jalan raya..i wont start planning till i get next month's roster..

what else?besides feeling all excited about zakiah's upcoming engagement..wakaka..the whole day i was either messaging or exchanging emails with her about giving ideas,advices etc..wakaka..

apparently everyone seems to be painting their homes..wakaka..my house is almost done except for the doors.need some varnishing..since we got somebody to do it,the onlie tiring part is cleaning up!despite the fact my room was done before raya..im still cleaning my room..throwing away the heaps of unused yet very sentimental value kinda tings..lyke my sch books etc..

nak buang ke tak?

2008-09-07T11:45:00.000-07:00

met up with fiza and jihah for iftar last nyte.kinda last minute i guess..so we were left with no plans and a place for iftar..fiza called up hjh maimunah but they were fully booked so me and jihah hurried down to arnolds konon-kononyer wanna book seats..we were greeted by this looong queue outside arnolds.so heck lar!!

tried that restaurant at tanjong katong complex.fully booked to till after iftar..so we were left with nothing so we thought..wanted to break fast at the foodcourt at malay village but then we decided against it coz wanted something light then can continue with arnolds later..

it was kinda random but we found this secluded table at banquet.had 3 seats.so aper lagik??it was ours...we then roamed the bazaar for food lyke jihah's char kueh sotong and fiza's keropok lekor.. the bugger looking glum awaiting for buka puasa...
while fiza maintain kewl as always...
fiza and me.we probably have been staring at the food and drinks in front of us for lyke half and hour..
dah nak buka..thats why she's happy

muker penuh konsentrasi tengah makan.our decent food for the nyte!arnolds didnt materialise coz even after buka and prayers,there was STILL a loong queue outside it..so we went to di-tanjong katong restaurant instead..

we had fun translating the song di-tanjong katong to english..wakaka...

walked around the bazaar,tkc and joo chiat coz jihah is scouting for her baju kurung..it rained so kinda mendak..not forgetting the S for bubble who was supposed to meet us at geylang after buka but bubbled us as Usual..

last two pics of me and jihah entertaining ourselves at eunod mrt station while waiting for the train back home..note:my almost flat hair due to the rain..

2008-09-06T07:26:00.000-07:00

you would not wanna know how shagged i am ryte now?

all thanks to the late nytes the past week,lack of sleep and the blardy flu i had yesterday..

juz becoz im on course ryte now,i decided not to stay in camp.which means,i have to ghet up EARLY every morning to get ready,get myh arse into uniform and then head down to camp.which usuallie take 1.5 hours or so by bus and probably 20mins by cab..i did the latter for the ferst week..i decided sleep over money...

mistake!

resulted in me pinching every single cent.literallie!of my savings..coz of the morning peak hour surcharge and the veri veri fast cab meter..so then i made another change.follow my dad out to werk.which means free ride but i have to wake up extra early and then continue my sleep at camp..

course is gonna be over on wednesday.till then i'll be rotting at home..yesp!i dont have to go back on monday and tuesday...wakaka..my mom was lyke,kao ni macam tak masuk ns langsung!!well,the perks of becoming perm staff i suppose..but then again i have to savour every moment of it before my next batch of trainees come in.22sept..and i'll be stuck with them for 2 months plus..

so im gonna forewarn my various friends that jalan raya this year MIGHT not happen for me..coz i've yet to receive the next month's duty forecast and the last thing i need is a weekend duty during the raya month.and we definitely cannot go out during the weekdays coz mostly everyone is already werking and i'll be stuck in camp aniwaes..

sungguh tidak.com..

but then again its part and parcel of ns and im being positive!wakaka..

aniwaes..i've been having iftar outside for the past 3 days..starting with wednesday.. where i met them:

we had iftar at kampong glam cafe.the veri confident me and raq was early or was it becoz raz was super late?she reallie lives up to the expression:so near yet so far..wakaka..we found this table under the payung,sat down,ordered our food etc then we the azan came,it started to rain..resulted in us being literallie drenched!! so we quickly had our meal then off we went to bugis junction to slack at....

no prizes for guessing!!

raq printed for us the sungguh basi pictures of din's berfday.but thanks aniwaes..

our group shot..

i met raz on thursday for iftar at bedok's pizzahut..she has tuition at bedok so we decided to go there for iftar so she wont have to rush..bodoh me never bring camera sorie no pics..

met up with raq and raz again yesterday this tyme with addition of zakiah and her bf,mamat..the couple who i'll onlie meet during the fasting month for iftar followed by roaming geylang bazaar..wakaka..

this tyme i brought my camera but never take any pics except for this..

raz having her moment.while slurping her jus sirsak..wakaka..the initial plan was to have tong seng but then it was freaking packed so we roamed around till we found ayam penyet house..gasak lar!yang penting makan ryte?

blurred zakiah with raq.member udah mau bertunangan beb selepas christmas..waduh!i meant zakiah hor!wakaka...

to all those who wanna meet up for iftar..

cepat cepat set appointment hor!!gue need to arrange my schedule.till then while gue feeling feeling socialite..im going back to sleep!!

2008-09-02T04:47:00.000-07:00

im finallie able to calm down..

coz 2 presentations down.1 test down..while i managed to crap my way thru the presentation.i was on the verge on breaking down when doing the test..this so reminds me of poly larr..the mad rush for presentations...

this was because the few mins before my presentation,i couldnt open my slides..

sungguh tidak.com.sg...

luckily i managed to talk things out with the course facilitator..he pushed my presentation to after lunch,which i managed to scramble to salvage the situation.it didnt help that my werk was done with vista,therefore my fonts,background etc all this match and actuallie looked horrible when i was doing the presentation...

aniwaes..

its over and done with.im taking my breather now before poking my nose into more notes to study.its reallie stressful having a bunch load of jc people around...why?coz here i am struggling to cram the whole chuck of info while they seem to do it effortlessly..

im having nasi briyani hangover rite now..yerp,bab came over and cooked for me nasi briyani coz i casually remarked that i didnt eat much during kel's engagement coz i was planning of goin to banu's party..padahal padahal..i was so bloated that i didnt eat anyting at banu's party but her secret recipe cake..

it tasted nicer in my mouth then on my shirt and shoe..wakaka....

2008-08-31T06:57:00.000-07:00

currently my mood ryte now is kinda down..

why?

coz im stuck with a project and need to study for TWO exams..fancy hearing that from a mat ns ryte?im as confused as you are..am undergoin this course where i have to do two presentation, one of it about medical stuffs and need to sit for 2 e-exams...

aku stress...

i spent my entire weekend doing projects..

sungguh tidak.com...

i dont even know how to design a ppt slide now!padahal it was my forte back then in poly liao.the mat will design powerpoint template while others are pulling their hair out doing projects and typing away lyke krazie...

however i enjoyed my fridae nyte.met up with raqiah and razidah for dinner at arab street.it was wanderful seeing you both.especiallie raq after soo long.the last tyme was what?kyraa's cukur rambut?after waiting for lyke.forever for raz to finish werk..we headed down to kampong glam cafe for nasi goreng (mine was super spicy!) and satay..

since raz cancelled her tuition.we had more tyme to kill so we roamed aimlessly around bugis junction and finallie settled at J.Co for donuts and ice tea..thanks for the treat gerls.the iftar will be my treat!!

that nyte they both got the rare glimpse of me in uniform.i was from camp.and i totallie forgot to bring civies when i clearly gonna meet them for dinner..so not wanting to waste tyme and go home, at risk of being late (which i dont supposed i would even if i were to go home)...i went straight to raffles hospital..sitting at the lobby macam on guard duty lyke that..wakaka...

aniwaes..selamat berpuasa to all..marhaba ya ramadhan!

puasa jangan tak puasa hor..nanti tak boleh raya...

ohkay.need to devote my soul to project werk again...

this reminds me of poly............

2008-08-25T05:58:00.001-07:00

spec2 P011 photoslides..

photoslides done by syazwan for our graduation the other tyme.

however by some course of nature they couldnt play it during the parade last week.since he put in alot of effort for it:member design course flag,tee shirt(f-up printer who didnt print our teeshirts,we got our refunds thou!)and constantly re-doing the photoslides and video due to clearance from higher authority...

well done syazwan!!

see if you can spot me?

2008-08-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

yesp.she's engaged!!my cousin is engaged..lyke what she says..its reallie surreal..wakaka..

ceremony went smoothly i should say despite the rain outside.it was a small family affair..btw this was the cake hantaran given by raizan.no prizes for guessing that the cake hantaran given by raizan is from The Royals.. after they finished the discussions outside.i had to push my way inside kel's room.guess what?i was too late to get a good spot!and i missed the moment when the engagement ring was slipped onto her finger..

sungguh tidak.com...

i had to push some makciks to get this shot.when kel was fed with rock sugar(some indian tradition thingy)does anybody knows what it symbolises?till now i dont know the significance behind it..wakaka..

kel's "suap gula" ceremony...

and after soo soo long..the four of us got to take a picture.the last tyme we did something lyke this was lyke what?when we were kids?wakaka..now all grown up.with kel completed uni and now engaged.uzair in ntu.me undergoin ns and firdauz who is gonna enter ns soon...

gosh!!we are all so grown up!!

us(from left:abang uzair,firdauz and me with kel)

and i managed to get a shot with her too.must get her berkat!come dust some marital bliss on me.wakaka...

after that i rushed down(thanks dad for the lift) to the berfday celebration of my fellow bitchy-clanner,farhanah banu..held at aloha loyang bungalow..reallie alot of people.reminded me of ritha's party the other tyme..wakaka..da macam kenduri kawin..

us decent shot!before they started throwing cake(it was actuallie ONLY between banu and jihah)but this banu ar,the aiming skills ada problem sikit that cake landed on me too..

boo hoo..

aniways..wishing you a happy 21st berfday banu..semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.tunggu present dari aku hokay?her berkat was super cute!this cute little cupcake..sedap pon!!

pictures will be uploaded soon..wanted to do it now tapi there seems to be some problem with multiply.or issit just me?

till then..happy waiting...

2008-08-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

finallie the 2 1/2 days of baking under the sun and soaked in the rain paid off!!
am still very very excited about the whole thing y'all..
onlie that im very very shagged..wakaka..i think my legs are lyke jelly right now..

am still in the process of uploading pictures,relax hor!

sneak peak of the whole parade:

picture taken with my family..

with my bunk mates.the bunk 5 guys.super kecoh!!am gonna miss each and every one of you...
(from left:qi kai,tan xiao,azri,tchea long,hanas,me,ammar and sam)
have fun in your respective units...

this is dedicated to a friend!sorie couldnt get a better shot!taken with the silver bayonet winner,suster syafiq..

2008-08-18T02:53:00.000-07:00

this is it...

3 more days to POP!!

hope to see u guys there at my parade.am expecting a horrible tan lyke what rafiqin and fazli had during their parade(which i was SUPPOSED to be involved)but hey!thats another story..

cant wait y'all...

2008-08-14T10:20:00.001-07:00

the atmosphere supposed to be solemn(note:solemn)..

razidah's grandpa passed away around 12plus(so i heard)but i got her message at3.40pm or so.immediately msged the rest and asked them whether wanna go melawat today itself coz i suppose tomorrow alot not be able to make it..

the only person who could make it was durrah!

so we agreed to meet at pasir ris mrt at 6pm.i had a good laugh the moment i saw durrah.why?cause she was wearing the hijab.very very rare sight!!

durrah trying to be demure!!she claims she's not even trying.wakaka..

so we took a train to bedok.cause the funeral was held at raz's grandpa's place at chai chee block 61.kecoh abit lar cause we both dont know what bus to take to chai chee.we ended up taking a bus and continued walking to the block instead..

we waited at the void deck cause raz was out buying towels.macam tak-kena-gaya lyke that ryte if we went up and dont know anybody around except raz's family.luckily we didnt went up cause her mum and sister went home to get things and the dad was busy attending to guests.i had another laugh when i saw this...

another rare sight of raz in hijab..

we went up.the house was starting to fill up with people.stayed on for a while.went into the room to view the grandpa's body..we made our way out when they were preparing to solat maghrib..

we ended up at this mamak shop to have dinner and stayed there for a good 2 hours..what we did in that 2 hours?ferstly,dirty little secrets of various people in our lives that we never knew happened or existed..

alot of crap talked about but i guess its rather unappropiate for me to blog about it.

it was nice catching up with the two gerls eventhou the occaion was unappropiate.i was supposed to meet raz for dinner tonight but had to cancel cause of the funeral..but guess wad?we still had dinner together..

and loads of dirty little secret(s) let out of the bag...

meet you gerls soon..

but then again..we did attend a funeral and not jalan raya...

salam takziah to razidah and her family on the passing of her grandpa.

"insyallah arwahnya akan ditempatkan dikalangan mereka mereka yang beriman dan beramal soleh dan penghuni syurga.amin"

do take care and be strong.redha dengan qada' and qadar allah swt.am reallie sorry unable to attend the kebumi tomorrow morning..

oh!and btw do check out my new blog.its simply named cakappasalkawin.the blog's objectives is to discuss evry single thing related to weddings.since wedding is and will always be my passion.im dedicating it to myself..wakaka..

do check it out ehk!! cakappasalkawin

2008-08-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

sentosa was a blast!lyke literallie..

eventhou i had a bad start.coz in the morning i woke up late.i just woke up at the tyme i was supposed to meet the guys at harbourfront at 9am.so i was lyke srew it lar,told them to go ferst and i'll go by myself..

wrong choice!

why?coz this gundu me have not been to sentosa in lyke a year,kental ryte?aniwaes i managed to get my arse on the bus to sentosa.seriusly i was lyke sum jakun tourist..walking around looking at sign boards..wakaka..

the msg i got simply stated,"palawan beach"..so i made my way there..

i roamed around palawan beach looking for them.takda!takkan aku rabun or sumting ryte coz it was a big group of guys..abit hard not to notice..i franticly called them.guess wad?not a single soul picked up my call..

swine!

so i walked from one end of palawan to the other.takda!so i walked to tanjung beach.still takda!and still nobody picking up my phone.tyme check i was aimlessly walking around for close to 40mins..

never mind,i kept my cool..

so i finallie made up my mind.last call,search at siloso beach if not im f-ing off sentosa..and i met the whole bunch of them playing volleyball..swine!their phones were all in bags which were neatly lined under sum coconut trees..budak2 army katerkan so organised sikit..wakaka..

had loads of fun in the sand and sea..

lyke my unsuccessful attempt at beach volleyball.which i got bored off so i was in the water most of the tyme..just talking cock with the guys..and we ended up stripping people off their shorts and underwear.sungguh tidak sopan but i was among the main culprits..

we'd strip the fella and throw his shorts to the beach.but neither one of them dared to pick it up themselves.depended on the generosity of their buddies..wakaka..we had a good laugh at the freaking white arse of joe.maybe he should go tanning in the nude..to even out the skin tone abit!!

soon everyone got bored and coz the weather was freaking hot.and they started getting sun burned.luckily kiter budak budak melayu jarang dapat bende ni kan?so we packed up,took our shower and off we went to vivocity for a late lunch at banquet..

we were still very energetic so we ended up at safra mount faber.went bowling.another unsuccessful attempt of mine at bowling..maybe im not cut out for any ball related games..wakaka..basketball,soccer,bowling even now!!wakakak..

oh!we even met remy ong there.the spore bowler..

i finished uploading pictures of yesterday's send off for the abang abang brunei and today's sentosa trip at my multiply.however i wanna forewarn that the sentosa pictures have some R(A)ted pictures.so viewer discretion eh!and i hope nobody would steal the pictures,if you want any,tell me at least..and i seriusly dont want to see any of it bein posted on sgboys.com..

kiter kiter semue takda yang kewat!!

2008-08-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

another himbotic moment..

i've typed an entry which was filled with loads of pictures and the bodoh me accidentallie close the window..

sungguh bodoh.com.sg

aniwaes..been MIA for too long i guess,cant miss what happened on 080808.nice date kan?got to book out lyke around 9am on that day.my unit's ndp celebration.so i was super free and awake!met durrah,initiallie for a quick lunch,but we ended up buying loads of stuff for raya preparations.our combined spending reached an exuberant amount..what we bought?lyke curtains,bedsheets etc..random things..aniwaes it was nice catching up with her.the last tyme i met her was lyke for riduan's wedding.before she left for boston..

that long ar?

which reminds me of our ms raqiah.eh minah!biler aku nak jumpa kao?

met part of the bitchy-clanners for dinner.arab street as usual.with the nice date and dae.alot of random things happened too..lyke while waiting at the traffic light outside golden landmark to get to arab street..i met random people from my lyfe!!

lyke seriusly.ferst was our sergeant2 tekong.azari and ridwan.my rokok/teh tarik buddies..since we havent had our usual simpang bedok tingy for eon years since they got recruit intakes,it was a quick catching up.updating points since they both didnt make it to my bday dinner the last tyme and we had loads of catching up to do..

will meet u guys soon!

next was the gerl i've not met in what.3 years?the last tyme i met her would be lyke when i was waiting for my poly intake and she was doing her 3 months jc thingy..erm.that was also for a random outing to watch movie.i still remember,it was Starsky&Hutch...yesp,izzati we SHOULD gather the primary school kids again...and no,i do not want to wait for shalmiza's wedding for it to happen!wakaka...

including sum other random siglap people i met.my juniors,my seniors,people who think they knoe me etc..

im concluding:080808 is a very very random day!!

why?coz after the dinner,we ended up eating durian at the temporary market opposite raffles hospital.sungguh tak pernah aku buat!duduk tepi carpark sambil makan durian.everyone trying veri veri hard to maintain glamour and civilised eating durian..

sungguh berkecah and senak!!

then on National Day i had dinner with my family at chai chee seafood.their chicken fried rice still rocks my socks..wakaka..then we drove around while waiting for the firewerks.luckily we were on the road beside the padang when the firewerks started..

so officialie my spec 2 course is over lar..just now we sent off the abang abang brunei who came to singapore to join in the course.the four of them were reallie nice lar.eventhou there was an age barrier and sumtymes language..they reallie try hard to mingle!their flight was at 1055hrs so we were all gathered at T2 around 9am or so..

it was an emotional farewell..the abang abang suddenly broke down when we started hugging one another.sungguh emosi!gonna miss them.esp this people lyke to crack jokes..after that we roamed around T3.i am still mesmerized by it!!

rushed down to beach road to get my uniform sewn for the parade next week.with all the necessary badges that needed to be bought and sewn..but before that i met razidah for lunch at eatz 19.

ohkay thats it for now coz i need to pack my stuff..the camp guys are going sentosa tomorrow..so if any of you happen to be there.do tegur menegur gue yah!!

2008-08-03T02:15:00.000-07:00

quick slap my face!!

the bodoh me went to ian's berfday party yesterday wifout my camera.

sungguh bodoh.

met raz for lunch at marina square's pizza hut after she knock off werk.then we went around hunting for her bags and dinner and dance outfit..since her usual ugama class was cancelled..we had more tyme roaming around that i was totallie off track of tyme..

it was total chaos at city hall due to the ndp rehearsals..i reallie dont want to imagine what it'll be lyke next week..probably as krazie as last year when i went to watch the firewerks with jihah..

aniwaes went back to pasir ris.initiallie was supposed to meet jihah fiza and shamm at 6pm.but as usual yours truly was late again..so they went off ferst while me and raz went to print pictures..

i was lyke hunting around the pasir ris holiday flat nyer bbq pit coz the invites stated pit sumting..gue udah cuak when i couldnt see anibody wearing the hijab(fiza and shamm)coz the rest couldnt make it for ian's party..

but u wanna knoe the most 'sungguh tidak' thing i did last nyte?i attended a berfday party wifout bringing the present(wait,its not the ferst,i still owe shamm hers ryte?)we were supposed to write notes for the berfday boy and drop it into a bowl filled with sweets and chocolates..i failed miserably in attempting origami!!but i tink mummy jass would be laughin her heads off at our stupid notes..

jass catered muslim food for us.rice with chicken curry,beef rendang? and bergedil..the cake was nice too,from the royals..this chocolate thingy..i took pictures with christine's cam so wait up lar eh for her to send me the pics and i'll publish it here..

the doorgift..cute kan?? met people who i've not met in a looong tyme lyke christine,ifah and hafid..member now passed out of OCS already..insyallah mine will be soon..yesp,my pop parade would be held at sispec on 21st august..lyke finallie im getting my 3SG.alhamdulilah i didnt go thru dissapointment lyke the one i went thru at aslc..

what else?oh..the following 3 events over the next 2 weeks lyke my cousin diyaanah's berfday party next saturdae(the national dae baby),the upcoming engagement of my cousin ezeikel and raizan on the 23rd.and on the same dae would be banu's berfday celebration..i've yet to receive her invites..ohkay,i promise i'll take pictures of both events(remind me to bring my cam!)

2008-07-27T02:55:00.000-07:00

alhamdulilah the kenduri yesterday went well..

despite the fact that i was rushing lyke mad,coz i had a gazillion things to do and so little tyme,to the fact that i was still getting ready while finishing up the centerpieces for the tables..

it was fun see people who i've not meet in a long tyme lyke mak bee,my maternal grandma,other extended families and friends.i would wanna apologise again to those who i didnt invite..its a small event and i dont want to trouble you guys all the way to pasir ris just to attend it..

but still i attempted on several things lyke the bunga pahar plus pulut kuning(i want that traditional feel to it),an arrangement for the bowl(for the baby's hair) and random flowers around..

what else?

erm..well the usual eating and socialising with guests and we had a surprise berfday party for my paternal granny,the infamous jabee,i bought the cake in the morning and we planned to do the party around 6 or so..but then it was such a mad chaos that we forgot all about it till about 9 plus or so..wakaka..onlie when i opened the fridge to take sumting out that i saw the cake staring back at me..

having a kenduri on a saturdae is not a bad idea after all..at ferst i was apprehensive at ferst but with the sunday lepaking away is reallie good..im darn shagged out.why?coz fridae i had ippt.alhamdulilah i pass!then went home..started on the bunga telurs etc.till 2 am..the next dae woke up at 7 or so to go geylang to buy more flowers and bunga rampai at geylang..

busy gue hari tu!!

i still owe people stories about my second day of attachment at the hospital rite?well,at ferst it was VERY boring..no excitement,no attention from senior nurses and basically we were lyke anak terbiar..then there is this doctor who we befriended,he talked to us ferst..but he's nice lar.not lyke the others(ader kerek sikit)but aniwaes he brought us to watch sumting that reallie reallie OPENED my eyes..

i watched a cathetherisation on an elderly man..

im not speaking french but the term is for people(esp. older people)who cant clear their bladder so a tube is inserted into 'u-know-where' and it seriusly NOT funny eh!seram beb..i heard that its equally painful for ladies too..

there were a few other cases too boring to share..wakaka...

took pictures but its still in a friend's camera and i've yet to see it..actuallie i have loads of pictures of the guys from camp un-uploaded lyke the dinner and slacking session with my fellow bunk mates at THE BALCONY.btw the experience was sucky for most of us..qi kai kept complaining that his cosmo was lyke alcohol swab we use before injections or ivs.the lychee martini tasted horrible..lyke seriusly tak senonoh!

okaylar..i'll load up those pictures soon okay..

2008-07-17T09:48:00.000-07:00

sungguh tidak..

tyme check is 0115. past midnyte and im still very very awake.

no im not insomnic(do dey call insomnia people that??)aniways i had a good sleep when i reached home from my morning shift at the hospital today,hospitals are kinda depressing dont u tink? even my mum keeps questioning me;

"mcm mane dlm bnyk2 org,kao boleh jadi medic??"

sungguh original mummyku ini.but yah,mcm tak percaya ryte?me the peng-geli nak mampos person.who is afraid of heights(not related) and cannot stand stand-stillness or quietness is in the medical line..

even raz is laughing at me,"tulah ketawakan kitorang red cross dulu kan!"

how was my ferst day attachment?

well.it started with a rocky start coz i could sleep a wink last nyte(due to more than sufficient sleep in camp)so i was super groggy and tired when i got up and dressed for 'werk'.took a cab down to the oh-tak-jauh hospital..but met azri along the way..

i had a good laugh at myself when i changed into the uniform

sungguh tidak again!!

did two rounds of orientation coz the staff was chnging shifts,got to see all those grey's anatomy cum chicago hope kinda thing onlie less intense.(lucky!!)since we are not medical trained lyke the nursing gerls..they were given more hands-on stuffy while me n syazwan were more lyke observers; standing in the back watching and being so jakun...

we even got to see a minor surgery.but i still remember the lil gerl crying her heart out..

i reallie salute these people in the medical field.sumtymes we forget that they are very very strong mentally...

talking bout nurses,as i was walking around i saw this nurse,sumpah!muker macam rasha.akak beyonce kiter..i was shocked,the 'beyonce-look-alike' was shocked coz i had this look on my face..wakaka..but dont worry kak,you more glamourous than her..

the ite nurses happened to be my juniors from siglap.she was lyke

"u got abang in siglap issit?nama fadhil"

for the records i dont have any abang and the fadhil is my step-brother 'lain mak-lain bapak'(as i call him)wakaka..remember those days in siglap when teachers call me fadhil and call him hafeez..

sungguh tidak lor!!

i seriusly dont see any similarity between us.maybe budak2 siglap mau komen mengenai masalah yg sering membelengu teman mu ini.seeweet!!bahasa atas deh!

ohkay lar..day 1 passed quickly maybe coz its the morning shift,its just this thingy with mornings where it'd pass very very quickly..remember those days when i was werking at the airport n the super early shifts..

i miss making BIG bucks..

spending habits getting out of hand recently.with the need to purchase more and more (un)necessary things lyke bag(mane aku nak bawak pergi?) and plans of signing up with a gym(lyke morning PTs and night gyms are not enough in camp)but hey i'm startin to gain weight and lots of people have mentioned it..

thanks eh!x@#$%

i went up the dreaded weighing scale at the hospital just now.guess wad?i gain a f-ing 6kg..can you believe it??if this goes on i'd be the olde hafeez..that cube of phats..wakaka..

on the positive note: gue udah (lebih) 2nd year soldier.udah mau ORD in 8 months or so..minus minus leave etc..wakaka..kepada member2 gue yang BARU masuk or waiting to masuk,PELAN PELAN KAYUH HOR!!man man lai..

but the BMT memories just keep poping up into my head,especiallie when i meet up with the tekong people lyke nizam(who i see in camp everyday now) and occasionallie the chinese guys from my bunk last tyme..i knoe rafiqin might be reading this..no i dont forget the ASLC guys as well..but i guess our memories are kinda limited.the taiwan days.the shit we go thru in platoon 1...

aku tetap rindu my smoking kakis.the pulau boys(yg udah sergeant2 di pulau indah)nanti meet up lagik yah.this tyme takmau pengsan hor azari!!

im begining to blabber.maybe coz my brain is telling me to go and sleep...

pray that it'll be another UNeventful day tomorrow for me.lyke we say;
NO BUSINESS IS GOOD BUSINESS...

2008-07-16T04:45:00.000-07:00

yesp..this adorable lilttle thing is turning ONE!!

to jasmine,yerp,i'll definitely be there for ian's ferst berfday..BClanners?you guys coming anot?conferm kecoh beb!

what else have happened so far?besides the fact that im not skinny lyke the picture above.wakaka..camp food and the late nyte cup noodle is doing noting but expanding my waist line..the one that i pain stakingly removed during the earlier part of my ns days..wakaka...

its less than 2 weeks to kyraa's cukur rambut and loads of unfinished things to settle..but i guess its managable lar..since i still have this weekend to go shopping...

oh..im doing hospital attachment tomorrow..for 2 days..will talk about it more tomorrow okay?plz pray that i'll not be traumatised with all the kecohness etc..

2008-07-12T17:10:00.000-07:00

gosh!and i thot i was dead too..

how long ago was the last entry?aniwaes loads of things to share,talk and bitch about but lets take a step at a tyme ohkay??FIFO or FILO?my budak2 business should(remember?)wakaka..

lets adopt the FILO method ohkay?

ferstly,lets welcome a new addition to my paternal family..yerp!ein gave birth to her second baby gerl on the 27th of june at 2.45pm or so?i didnt get details coz i was in camp..

say hello to baby nuur kyraa bte md zahari..

the next day i was honored to grace a beautiful garden party to celebrate nurul's 21st berfday.since her bf is my good friend.makes her my good friend,no?aniwaes..it was reallie refreshing,outdoor katerkan, eventhou everyone fret about the dark clouds that were gathering above us..

but everything went on smoothly..

oh!and i turned 21..lyke finallie..

credits to faziela coz this pic was taken from her blog.

i had a simple sit down dinner for initialie for 25 guests.however a few couldnt make it due to some reasons(or wadever)20 turned up but due to the party package thingy,i still had to pay for 25..that wasnt the issue...

it was nice to turn 21 with the people i reallie reallie cherish.seriouslie thank you so much everyone who came..appericiate it loads..

aniwaes dinner was at eleven.this small yet classy restaurant at bussorah street..food was ohkay.or maybe coz i was veri nervous-yet-excited-macam-nak-kawin kinda mood.i reallie couldnt taste anithing..and seriously i didnt eat the whole day...

maybe coz i was still in camp in the morning before the party.reached home and parents asked me out for lunch..which i merely gulped down a mata kucing drink and a bite of my brother's kebab..thats it!!

as i was getting dressed..i got a shocking news that shamimi was admitted to hosp.

u knoe the malay peribahasa.sudah jatuh di timpa tangga? well..it happened to me but not in a negative way ler..1)i was still at home at the tyme i was supposed to be at the restaurant greeting my guests.. 2)i went into a tiff with faziela about the cab ride..so we ended up screaming and hanging up on each other.. 3) i thot people werent coming coz everyone was late(almost lar!)

more other things but i'll not talk about it,not to hurt anibody..

but deep inside,i reallie enjoyed the nyte..

and finallie, the engagement of my decade long(er)primary school friend shalmiza.

initiallie she planned to get married in june.so she shocked me with the engagement plans.luckily we managed to get a mak andam and outfit.the mak andam who did shina's wedding the last tyme. she did a decent job and at an affordable price too..

i attempted 2 gubahans.one the toiletries set given by siti.i gave a chocolate/candy thingy..also did her henna(feeling pengantin katerkan)it was a simple affaire.pic below was taken before i went home..with siti,shasha and her fiancee,syed...

next up would be siti's i suppose..wakaka...

more pictures of the various events can be found at my multiply..

2008-05-31T13:35:00.000-07:00

the nuptials of riduan and nuratiqah... initiallie i was lyke "huh!kao nak nikah??" i think sha must have noticed that i was truly shocked at the news coz she was with me when we met wan at paris mrt..my eyes must have betrayed me! since the nikah was on a weekday and i'm stuck in camp,couldnt be there for the nikah...

he called me to pass a stack of invitation cards.he was lyke.

"nak jemput sapa eh?"

17th may came. most of them couldnt make it so the few who would be attending the wedding met up at macdonalds near afghanistan. the wedding was simple. the food was not bad..we were eating and taking pictures when the couple came down to bersanding..

veri the tradisi with the sanggul lintang and all..and im gonna say it again,lawa kan the mak andam's grooming?i think the make up is veri neat..

in my head was.wah!mamat ni macam hang tuah..wakaka..we then took a group photo before leaving coz the place was getting packed and we had other plans..

sesungguhnyer,i didnt expect the veri first wedding of a siglap-clanner would be of a guy!next up?probably faziela kot?aniwaes..

selamat pengantin baru wan and atiqah!

the other plan we had for that day was to attend arifin's surprised bday bbq organized by his gerlfren,mastura..sweet kan orang buatkan surprise surprise berfday ni semuer..
the bbq was simple.his cake was nice.prima deli's cake rocks my socks..yesp,we bumped into farhan at the pit.apparently they are army buddies..next up is the impromptu birthday gathering for my best fren,nurnasriati nasir..initiallie we agreed to meet up at simpang bedok's baroque..to try out the place lar konon.but yours truly was so fickle that i was *this* close to being smacked by nass and din..

so we settled on white sand's swensens instead..

was super bloated and filled by the end of the dinner.thanks so much for the treat nass!hope you lyke my present..
so two out of three of the people in this picture have celebrated and turned 21.i'd be joining real soon..wakaka..which brings me to the fact that im being tight up with camp and veri little tyme and resources to plan my upcoming party..

2008-05-10T14:23:00.000-07:00

attended two events last weekend..

one would be my gud-friend turning 21..dont worry i'll join the club21 soon..in about a month or so?aniwaes..din celebrated his berfday at carousel,royal plaza on scotts on 3rd may.was a small gathering with a purple theme.was rummaging thru my wardrobe but couldnt find anitin purple,so i gave up and showed up in black instead..
me and din while having the high-tea.swear that i was sooo bloated!that my buckle almost burst..the food was guud!especially the mouth watering desserts..remembering the bread pudding makes my drool...eerrmm....

hope you lyke my gift!!btw i got him a Royal Selangor photoframe..
the siglap-clanners.those of us whu came and didnt waste the opportunity of dining on din's RARE treat...note:veri few came in purple..wakaka...
later that nite me nas and din went to victoria concert hall for festival tari serumpun..fazli gave me tickets to watch him perform..it was reallie an eye-opening experience..dancers from singapore malaysia and indonesia performing at their best!!

the joget sapu laman(using penyapu lidi)by dancers from karimun,indonesia was soo guud that it kept me at the edge of my seat.it was so perfectly choreograped!!as a whole the indonesians did a great and unique job,another did an item using the traditional tampi..alar that thing u use to seave padi...

it was TRUELY an amazing experience.recommended to watch it the next tyme!!

lets talk about the word TRUE..

was surfing nurul aini's blog and viewd her wedding video.was reallie touched when they related their love true..and her tearing at the end of it..so veri the TRUE lurve gitu kan?

next we always wanna know the TRUTH about things rite?but are we reallie prepared for truth?truth is lyke one bitter medicine thats reallie hard to swallow..coz the past week(s) i've been confronted with several truth about lyfe..both bitter and sweet!!

lets talk about the sweet ones ferst..lyke news about shalmiza's upcoming engagement on the 1st of june..the initial plan to just get married etc changed to an engagement ceremony ferst,we were talking when we realised a TRUTH..we've known each other and been friends for more than a decade alreadie..

remembered all the primary school daes when she's more lyke our big sister(you would've guessed why she's nicknamed godzilla?)gosh,such cruel kids we were back then..wakaka..aniwaes..reallie happy for her..

and nuptials of fellow siglapian,riduan, next saturdae(17th may)most of you would have heard and been told of the invites coz he passed them thru me.and i'm reallie sorrie that i didn't get cards for a few of you..but i knoe you guys are not petty!!and dont mind kan??

which brings me to the bitter side of TRUTH,why must there be hypocrites around??

sumting happened recently that created a hu-ha among this certain circle of friends about a certain gathering..let me give you the rough draft of it!!i called this certain friend out for dinner.since she's the main star of the nyte..i made a point of ensuring that she'll be there before letting the rest knoe..

by course of nature(actuallie its man-kindish)i was stuck in camp for sum last minute tingy so i didnt manage to get everybody for the gathering..since i knoe this another person was told of it.she might discuss with the rest about it..

apparently NO ONE told ANYONE. so my EVERYONE was misinteprated..

resulting in this hu-ha about another person whu is HURT and PIST(based on another person's msg to me)that she wasnt told of the gathering..but seriusly im not dissapointed at the latter even thou i knoe a certain blog entry was SPECIALLY dedicated to me...intentionally or not coz i stumbled upon it...

but im more dissapointed at this person's sudden and unexpected attack to me via text..which i still keep till now..for heavens why i keep it also?berating about my irresponsibility etc siap dengan lyfe lessons lagik..and another person's remark made about me at another source was lyke a sharp knife in my back.funnie,i thot this person who be the more nuetral one..

looking back i can actuallie laugh it off even thou when it actuallie happened i was so SAD that i called the veri person whu this dinner was dedicated to coz i wanna apologise that i wouldnt be attending it coz it has hurt me so that i reallie donno how to react infront of these people when i meet them later...

but why rack up the past rite?

well..i have put everyting behind me but this reallie opened my eyes and see my TRUE friends..

2008-05-01T12:27:00.000-07:00

the outdated pictures of ritha's party:

stolen from farna's blog.thanks ehk minah... where it was held,riverwalk tandoor at golden landmark hotel..at ferst we thought we were at the wrong place...
those who went..ironiclie all were underdressed and came in black!
our table..
having my moment..
us with the berfday gerl before she made her apperance..so diva lyke kan??
we ended up lying beside the pool..
the one and onlie chance to see me as an indian drag queen.even kumar's gonna be veri veri proud!!wakaka..

2008-04-12T23:49:00.000-07:00

firstly i wanna apologize coz im not gonna upload amanda's party pictures yet..but i suppose most of you have seen it at amanda's or nurul's blog..so yah..the party was a nice gathering of st hilda's/nyp/sim friends of amanda's..even her family members were veri veri sporting when we were playing games...

since most of the frens are turning 21 this year...you would be surprised at the number of plans/planned birthday parties that i've heard and invited to...with one tomorrow and another at the end of the month..followed by many many more to come...

yesp.tomorrow's ritha's party at golden landmark hotel..

another gathering for the bitchy clanners.since its rather hard now for us to meet up lyke we used to..with me in ns,the rest werking or slacking around home..wakaka...

its home alone for me this weekend..coz my famz went up to kl to do baju raya and a short break.wanted to tag along but i'd give up the werld than miss rita's party(and free food)aniwaes my granny and edie would be coming to spore next week...

yesterday was one coincidental day..since we didnt make any plans to meet up.i was grateful that jihah and rasha could meet me for a veri last minute dinner at arab st.so we met for dinner at el-sheikh..

we bumped into shamimi and kak lili at amirah's grill next door..when we met up for teh tarik,guess who we saw at kampong glam cafe?farna and fiza with their iras frens having dinner..

then we were walking around in search for a cab.till we ended up at sim lim tower where farna and rasha cab home while me jihah and fiza decided to head down mustafa centre..initiallie just for fun but jihah ended up buying groceries....

i'll see all of you next week at ibra shamia's cukur rambut ehkk...

2008-03-22T16:40:00.000-07:00

went to the halal food exhibition at spore expo with jihah and fiza yesterday..as usual i was more fascinated with the furry pelamins instead of the food...but it was krazie lar,the hall was freaking packed..

i think it was freaking packed everywhere!..even the mosque for solat jumaat..

later we went to the books warehouse sale..i was drawn to the children's section lyke a magnet..bought books for my bro and those posters they have for lil children for edie..donno wad made me bought them?maybe the cute lil ang moh baby with his butt exposed?wakaka...

yes fiza, we should start calling it buttocks instead!wakaka...

so after that we walked to simpang bedok.it was a nice stroll since the weather was nice etc..need to kill tyme anyway coz was expecting din whu is from town..throngs and throngs of people again..i think there is more than 4 different events happening at expo..

why is it that we cant celebrate awal muharam or maulid in a huge scale lyke that easter celebration thingy they had at expo yesterday?maybe it'll be better that we have one big celebration instead of diff forums or gatherings at stadiums..

there is one syarahan or forum at tampines stadium tonite rite?in lieu with maulidur rasul..

anyway..

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

AMANDA LEOW SU ANN...

will see you tomorrow....

2008-03-16T16:00:00.000-07:00

here are the pictures that i promised..

pelamin and decorations were done by my wedding regalia while the make-up and outfits by PADI bridal..

have i mentioned how i lurve weddings?coz of the minahs..oops,the food i meant..wakaka....

here's a berfday shoutout to my fren,razidah bte abdul rahim who turned 21 today!!!

HAPPY BERFDAY gerl..wanna blog about her berfday bbq on friday but then i dont have any pictures coz i went straight from camp...

so now have to wait for her to upload pictures(when eh??)..

so many berfdays coming up...but next would be amanda's black and white/flirtatious summer party next sunday to look forward to..this tyme i'll bring my camera and we'll ~~bitch~~ blog about it ehk!!

raq,i was surfing thru your blog when i stumbled upon the berfday shoutout you had for my 20th.i swear i didnt see it last year!!freak,its almost been a year and after i read it.

i almost teared..freakky!!

another proof that i've not been reading people's blogs..wakakak...

2008-03-13T21:10:00.000-07:00

i was honored to attend rafiqin's cousin's wedding last saturdae at elias cc.

it was a beautiful wedding.decorations done up by my wedding regalia..simply breath-taking..who says malays dont have taste rite?aniwaes i have pictures to boot but im in camp rite now so the pictures have to wait lar eh!!

we've heard all those horror stories about wedding contractors who dont fulfill their promises etc rite?why i want to talk about this is because i am reallie reallie dissapointed with a certain person who i did gubahans for not long ago..

the story goes by this person who contacted me to 'beautify' 8 dulangs of items.2 weeks and 4 days before the actual event..and i was,why not rite?to build up my portfolio and wad-so-ever.arrangements were made by text and occasional phone calls coz im in camp..

that very bookout i went to meet the person to show some pictures that i have of previous events.the person didnt lyke the alas dulangs that i have by saying that the person wants a specific color tone..

so the next day i went to arab st,hoping to find the color..freak!the shop that i normally go to was closed so i made a trip down to geylang..i finallie found it and immediately bought it..

new alas dulangs bought!

the person later msg-ed me requesting for dulangs with legs.since i didnt have them,i tried to borrow around..which i couldnt so i asked my mum to go buy them..this was done in 2 trips coz the first tyme my parents went,the shop ran out of stock!

new dulangs bought!

alot of last minute changes of number of dulangs and items.the collection of the gubahans was on my bookout day.so it was a made rush between goin to geylang to buy bunga rampais and 2 florists coz the first one ran out of flowers i wanted..

an hour before the collection,i msg-ed the total amount of everything.the person replied asking how much was per dulang.since i keep track of all this.i gave detailed price listings of everything..once the collection and everything was over,an hour later,the person called with pretence that my werk was nice and all but a certain dulang was bare..

it was meant to be that way!!to show off the item...

i knoe the amount of stress in preparing an event so i refused to argue and gave sum solutions.i didnt hear from the person for one week until i msg-ed asking for my dulangs back..

the person replied with telling me that i forgot to take off the price tag of a certain dulang.it might be my mistake but i swear to god i didnt see any price tag on it..so nvm,i asked when my dulangs and baskets would be returned?the person said it'll be arranged...

so i waited!

when i asked again lyke a few days back,the person asked me to collect the dulangs instead!

wtf?

i was later interupted by a phone call with information overload of why the person must return everything including the baskets coz the person claims to pay alot for my services.and more infor overload about 'other gubahan people' who dont ask for things back..from what i know everything is charged into the package,thats y you get to keep everything rite?

the person went on again with things lyke my werk was half-done and the person had to buy more things to add on to my werk..that the 'professionals' are more experienced and etc etc..all this said to a person who is passionate with the industry and have done extensive market research coz i reallie wanna make it a career....

imagine how i must have felt??

there i gave my 100% effort in helping the person,who obviouslie was desperate for sumwan to do the gubahans,and i gave up 2 weekends into the project.thats reallie precious for a mat ns lyke me okay?classic case of should i say ungratefulness???

if from the begining the person felt that i am still an amateur and i onlie do this free lance,why engage me?and get me into this huge headache...this has reallie taught me a lesson..im not a petty person but this incident reallie reallie affected me...

2008-03-02T15:34:00.000-08:00

finally the pictures are up..

more pictures of taipei's r&r can be found here

2008-02-08T14:44:00.000-08:00

halloo..

happy lunar new year!!

im back from taiwan.it was great there..in between winter/spring..temp can go down up to 8-9 degrees..or maybe even colder coz it rained pretty alot there..should have seen me shivering until my teeth cluttered..

my defining moments would be the 4days r&r in taipei..me and rafiqin we 'step confident' and walked around on our own..macam paham!who said you need a chinese in the group??we managed to communicate with the locals.asking for directions etc..

would upload the pictures when i have the tyme and mood to do it.theres tones of it but to those who have seen it..good for you..wakaka...

had a reunion dinner with the bitchy clanners on the eve of CNY.at sofra turkish cafe..wassaup with the craze over sofra?i seriously donno(i miss elsheikh) then we had the usual teh tarik at kampong glam cafe..

i almost jumped out of my shoes(literallie) when i heard a certain news from fiza about a certain friend..im reallie reallie happy for you beb!!

another happy news i got yesterday was of a primary school friend who would be getting engaged next month.no wander when i met her the 2 days before,she kept smiling smiling and told me that she'll call me.."kao maseh pakai nombor lama kan??"

yesp!ive been having this number for the past 7 years or so..lama eh?i think im the onlie one among the siglap clanners who hasnt changed his/her number kan??

before i left for taiwan i attended raz's sister's engagment,did a gubahan out of the cupcakes that raz baked and also a bouquet..i havent uploaded the pictures.maybe can check out her blog for the pictures..

oklar going to meet din and raq for dinner..will update soon with pictures...

2007-12-23T17:03:00.000-08:00

the date has been picked..

the theme is on the storyboard,now need tyme(sumting i reallie need!) and planning to lay everything out..the financial part is also a factor..with wadever little i have,i have to learn to be thrifty and save up...

gosh!!there goes the loooonngg list of things i wanna buy.lyke that cardigan and watches..

for sumwan who NEVER wore watches in the earlier part of my lyfe.i am superr shock that now im lyke a watch freak..the onlie thing that attracts me whenever i go shopping or window shopping is watches...

erm..wad else?its rather basi but i reallie enjoied the dinner with the popstarz last last week..wanna see??see more of it at nurul's blogg..

btw dinner was at sofra..food was good.or maybe i was simply starving..then we had teh tarik at the usual lepak corner at arab st...

wad else happened so far?

my mind's kinda blank right now so..er,besides the fact that im goin to taiwan for training next month..lyfe's pretty mundane actuallie.noting much goin on coz i onlie have the weekends to enjoi..

2007-12-03T12:38:00.000-08:00

gosh its been ages since i last posted an entry..

so what have i been up to lately??well got this on my arm..

you would not want to know about all the emotional and physical turmoils i went through in getting that chevron..the passing out parade after the 28km route march was a veri moving thing for me..standing there listening to the speech made my eyes tear,remembering all the things i went thru the past 10 weeks in sispec..

bear with me as this is gonna be a long(er) entry to make up for the past 3 months or so..the most recent event would be this..

this little missy turned ONE on the first of december..we had a little berfday party for her,as requested by her mummy,who is currently away for werk at dubai(hope she remembers to buy me the list of things i gave her)and her daddy who is away for LIMA2007 at langkawi...

and back then in the month of syawal.juss and auntie ana had a cukur rambut ceremony for their new lil one,baby khilfi hadi bin dzulkifli.as usual i volunteered to settle the essential stuff lyke bunga rampai and bunga telor.here are sum pictures of the event..

and its back to the hari raya festivities and the various groups of people i went out for jalan raya with..

the first two pictures was taken on the ferst day of raya.my family's theme is orange and green.actuallie i bought the kain for siglap-clan's jalan raya,my mum saw the kain straight away the next day she went arab st to buy for my dad and bro.spoil betul!..

and thats my mak j,name glamer my mak jenab,thats my great-grandmother for those who dont know..alhamdulilah she's better after shocking us all during bulan puasa where she got admitted to hospital..

bitchy-clan's jalan raya.was rummaging thru my wardrobe for something to wear when i realised noting fits!so i settled for the punjabi suit i wore years back for ein's wedding..mr ocs,hafid also joined us but had to rushed off earlier to book in..nice catching up with the bitches..

siglap-clan's jalan raya.was super last minute and super impromtu..everything was put on hold coz of my unpredictable bookouts.so the usual people managed to get together for a nice catching up and loads of bitching..

lastly is razidah's open house.didnt plan to go actuallie coz earlier that day was khilfi's cukur rambut and i was busy running around helping out the event..but at least i didnt BUBBLE people.right anot?the feeling pengantin ain-fai was simply hilarious...

2007-09-21T16:58:00.000-07:00

POP lor!!!!

woohoo..BMT is over!190907 was a great day.despite the mad rush of cleaning up our bunks,packing our bags and getting prepared for the parade..

the parade itself was okay except that the weather was VERY HOT.i even developed a horrible tan because of it..boo..

but the most meaningful part of the passing-out-parade i would say is the tyme where my bro put on my jockey cap for me..officiallie a trained soldier katerkan..wakaka..took pictures(sorie,im lazy to upload.just wait lar eh!)..

i got a pleasant surprise that amanda and azi came to say hello.i knew azi was coming but amanda was a total surprise!thanks for the chocolates ladies.veri sinful thou!wakaka..

cant believe that the 15 weeks is over kan?

am reallie gonna miss all the tyme spent with my platoon and section mates.the shit we went thru and krazie things said or played..

am reallie gonna miss you guys!!

oh!and btw.for those who kept msg-ing me the entire day..asking where i got posted to.sorie that i didnt reply coz i just didnt feel lyke replying..veri shagg today..i got posted to SISPEC.would have to report to pasir laba camp on monday morning..

darn,the other end of spore..

hello to looonnggg mrt rides to-and-fro home..

2007-09-08T13:23:00.000-07:00

introducing....

Ian J. Fernandez

born on the 16 of august 2007

congrats jass..

more pictures can be found here

sorry peeps..im too lazy to update...prob. next tyme..but i reallie wanna say this....

1 1/2 weeks to P.O.P...

p.o.p oh!!!

2007-08-09T01:29:00.000-07:00

happy national day singapore!!

jihah called me asking whether i wanna go watch the firewerks.initiallie i was lyke "tak mau lar"..i plan to slack at home watching the ndp parade on teevee..but i finallie dragged my arse out of the house to meet jihah at tamp mrt station..

we realised that we were the few who werent dressed in red or white...

getting off at city hall mrt,there were tons and tons of people.everywhere we went;was literallie filled with people...

managed to get a new bottom at topman..

we then decided to head towards the padang coz it seemed almost impossible to get ourselves towards esplanade..padang was also hopeless coz every inch of it was filled with people and cute white/red umbrellas...

when the sun shine,we shine together..

under my umbrella..ella..ella..eh..eh....

thats was me being lame..wakaka..anyway we decided to walk down the mouth of spore river and towards one fullerton..got souveniors summore..they were giving out caps and flags..at this point was feeling veri claustrophobic already..so many many people....

we managed to park ourselves among the people at one fullerton but then we decided to give up the idea and head home to watch the parade on teevee..not forgetting the fighting makciks,so amusing..wakaka...the screaming,the negotiating with police officers...

as we were walking towards raffles place mrt.we spotted people walking up this road..being the follower we usuallie are..we followed this people to an open field,just opposite the ndp area..lyke super kewl...so we sat down..before deciding to go lau pa sat for dinner and watch the march past of parade contingents on teevee...

when we got back to the field..it was freaking packed already..

the firewerks were WONDERFUL!

more pictures here

2007-08-08T01:26:00.000-07:00

pre-national day entry..

on the eve of ndp,the ns-guys met up for a bbq at pasir ris park..

the night filled with lots of food.drinks(both alcoholic and not)and great company..

more pictures can be found here

2007-07-21T14:31:00.000-07:00

i knoe this is lyke so super basi but i STILL want to talk about..

GRADUATION 2007

btw im back from fieldcamp and finallie uploading grad pictures.i seriuosly have to agree with rasha.when i was in camp,i made lots of plans: 'who i want to take pictures with','what to wear','who i should thank or talk to'..you knoe those kind of plans..i was in a super hyper happy mood when i was in the ferry at 0715 booking out..

but the moment i reached home.i became so latergic that the onlie thing i did was watch cartoon on tv and eat the nasi lemak dad bought for me..until i realised that i was freaking late and NOT dressed for graduation..

luckily i called home lyke 5 days in advance.wait,i asked(with specific instructions)mum to iron my shirt(which was seriusly last minute,thanks din for rushing to ZARA to chop for me..) and the super ronyok graduation gown..

after i took a quick shower(another thing i learnt in ns)i was happily getting dressed.when suddenly i realised my pants were super loose.serisuly!i didnt realise that i lost weight and my waistline..on other occasion i would be jumping with joy but this tyme i wished i was FAT.coz my pants looked soo soo baggy.macam ronald macdonald tak jadik...

fark!i totallie forgot to get a new pair of formal suit.initiallie i thought of my grand enterance to school with my suit but even the blazer which would normally i have to suck in to button,now looked lyke sum hot air ballon...

moral of the story:i lost weight people..wakaka..

back to the graduation story.i was already feeling very cranky coz of my tak-glam-langsung apperance.then i started panicking coz my dad is still not back from werk.and it was getting late..so i took a cab to school..

upon reaching school..i was further irritated coz ALOT of people were wearing pink.aku confident that i'll be the onlie one..wakaka..lyke wadeva..well..the ceremony was over too quickly than i expected..my parents were in this super kancheong lets-go-home-quickly kinda mood coz my bro was not feeling well..so there goes the initial plan to kenal-kenalkan my parents to the parents of my friends..i was reallie embarassed(drop water face) that my friends' parents were congratulating me when my parents were already half-way reachin home..

took pictures.had 'good' food..seriusly the tarts were nice kan..

before i realised another thing.i had to rush backcoz i need to book in back to camp in lyke 2 hours and i needed to lyke pack my bag and get ready..so i took cab again!i was looking back at the pictures when i realised that i did not take a single picture with my lecturers/tutors..

okaylar..even thou it did not turn out lyke how i wanted it to be..but it was reallie nice to see everybody again..i reallie missed all of you many many..

thanks to the wejustclickedgang for giving me the graduation 'hamper' i was reallie reallie very touched(almost to tears)macam ada fan club gitu..wakaka..i appericiate it alot gerls.thank you very much..

at the mean tyme.here's a picture of me.rasha.farna and jihah without the grad robe(before the ceremony)picture "stolen" from rasha's and ain's blog..

2007-06-30T14:59:00.000-07:00

harlow all..

i was reallie touched when i read my tag board.aww!you people miss me...

aniway i FINALLIE found tyme to update my blog

btw this is my 2nd book out but the first tyme i was soo busy running around between goin to beach rd to get stuff for the upcoming fieldcamp to meeting various groups of people for meals..

pictures of my pre-berfday celebrations could be found at my fotopages.yesp!its finallie uploaded so go and see lar eh...

just got back from the singapore discovery centre(SDC) for our national education trip..it was funnie seeing the ns-mates NOT in their uniform,everybody looked soo different.here are some pictures of us at SDC.the people who i spent the past almost one month with:the jokes.the kraziness and the chang chius (bathing)...

have i mentioned that i miss this lil missy.who i last heard had started crawling and running around in her walker..its onlie been wad 3 weeks?btw this was a picture of edie after sending me for my enlistement..

dont play play hor,she go pulau tekong already..

2007-06-03T18:43:00.000-07:00

the much awaited pictures of jasmine's baby shower..

more pictures can be found here

just came back from a wedding of a friend from work.it was good thing i dragged my lazy arse all the way to woodlands becoz i got to witness some rather interesting things at the wedding..the bride looked reallie good(she's always been well made-up)but i suppose the mak andam did a good job with her..eventhou she used a home-based mak andam(mak andam rumah) but the grooming was reallie professional...

which makes me wonder,maybe pengantins pay more for established mak andams or make-up artistes(mak andam kedai) or are we paying for their name?and mind you,i attended this wedding not long ago where the bride hired an established mak andam but the job wasnt that amazing to me..

but it was great catching up with the co-workers..lots of stories(gossips) to share about work and people at work..wakaka..gosh!its been onlie 2 weeks or so that i quit my job?you wont believe how MANY things happened and stories to tell and share...

can never run away from work-place politics lar kan?

this might be my last entry before i leave for the island,pulau tekong,to serve the nation..

so dear bloggers,visit-visitlar my blog so there will still be live around here..wakaka...

bye bye hor.dont cry!wait you'll also make me cry

*sini dah banjir*

2007-06-02T17:11:00.000-07:00

gosh!!i dont know how long this entry is gonna be..

why?

coz there's been tons of events that happened this past week or so.with tones of pictures to boot..

firstly where to start?

okaylar..

besides the rather frequent meeting different-groups-of-people-for-lunch/dinner i was busy organizing 2 simple gatherings:the occasion?a super advanced berfday and farewell party for my family and friends..

initiallie i had sumting else in mind for the dinner with friends on 25th may,but due to uncooperative reasons (read: restaurant and UNSPORTING friends) so it was changed to dinner at amira's grill..

i got many many questions prior to the dinner on WHY nyp and siglap people coming into ONE dinner or lyke "WHY are we seated like that?"..well..everything happens for a REASON...

firstly, i reallie wanted the two groups of people i lurve to meet each other..eventhou i felt that the siglap side was abit (read:TOO) reserved during the entire course of dinner lar..but u guyz dont start tagging me with harsh comments hor..

when i got home,the siglaps won my heart..lyke literallie from the cupcakes that was specially baked for me(it was reallie a surprise.thanks so much razidah),din who applied for leave to attend the dinner(thanks din,especially for the jeans),faziela who i always thot was GLUED to her werk and bf,she actuallie CAME, sha and azmi(who i saw was reallie shagged from camp)and the card..ain and faizal..

nass and raqiah who lent me their hands in organizing the dinner,from running around in the rain to book the room(i'll always remember that raq!) and nass who tolerated my nonsense all this while..

not that bitchy-clanners didnt leave any memorable impact..you guyz did too!i literallie rolled on the floor of my bedroom laughing at the notes that you guyz wrote for me..thanks for KECOH-ing the place up..especially the 1/3s:banu,jihah and fiza..shamie the loudspeaker!azi and nurul(who infected one another with the occupation secrecy tingy)*rolls eyes*.rasha,sorie hor you wasted money on the oufit which you didnt had the chance to wear..next year perhaps?farna,the wannabe-surirumah..and the kak buyung, jasmine..

you guyz were great!!thanks for making the dinner such a memorable one..

more pictures will come soon but for now.you could try viewing nurul'ain or raqiah blog for more pictures..

the next day 26th may,i had a simple bbq at home for immediate family..i was kinda pissed at the fact that my maternal side did not attend.i never had a close relationship with them aniwaes..but i got over it larr..

my aunt came down from kl for the bbq(im reallie touched,thanks ein and uncle zac and ur fat ang pao).my uncle was away so onlie the kids came(thanks cik ret for the cakes)..bab made his mouth-watering sugee for me and the precious-stoned brooch as presents..che'nah and dauz for coming and the sling bag and ang pao..

juss and family who came despite busy schedule that day.uncle ain and family..thansk for the ang paos..i would like to make a disclaimer here: i would like to apologise to branches of my paternal family tree who was not invited and apparently heard of the bbq,TAK sengaja liao..

and i was also running around purchasing things for ns..

yesterday was the baby shower for jasmine's unborned hero..wakaka...

met up early coz jihah wanted to get sumting for the baby.so there we were,with bags of presents following jihah looking for ideal presents.bumped into raq and din who apparently was BUSY shopping..

bukan aku takmau ikut korang lar but i had sumtings to finish off..

thanks for selecting the tie for me.have you hear?that for the graduation ceremony NSF aka ns-men HAVE to change into the recommended attire.FREAK siak!i thot wearing the uniform would save ALL problems but no,now im stuck without a suit,and NO budget..have to make things work with what i have..

aniwae back to the baby shower, not onlie jasmine was surprised,we were all surprised with christine joining us..the lucky bugger who just came back from the Paris student exchange programme..

bonjour minah!!welcum back to HOT and sunny singapore...

so the dinner at amira's grill(again?)eventhou it was onlie the 6 of us,it felt like 60 rite?wakaka..with the main attention on jasmine and christine of course..after dinner we slacked at samar,initiallie for deserts but we ordered starters instead *rolls eyes*..

the fun part was when jass started opening her presents and we (read:the gundus)went googo gaaga over the cute lil baby stuff..fiza,you're so rite,kids now are so spoilt..and i'll join u in spoiling my child to bankrupcy..wakakak...

still waiting for pictures from christine and shamie..

so till later..

2007-05-14T12:40:00.000-07:00

werk is finallie over..

well i tendered my resignation way ahead of the contract,but still who cares rite?but i did enjoy werk.literallie it was FUN.with the customers and all,lyke i told a fren the other day:nasty customers are lyke 1 out of 1000..

okay i workED at the airport lar.its a chocolate shop.it was nice surrounded by choclates day-in and day-out..except for the LONG working hours.it was pleasant..this too minus the politics and gossips that spreads lyke wild fire in the musim kemarau..

during the course of the tyme i workED,i met lotsa nice people.celebrities,has-been stars all there..but i'll definitely not forget the tyme i met an exceptionally KEREK artiste.damn,i regret lyking her and watching her series on suria..

harap muka ajer lawa,perangai burok..

customers always mistook me for a filipino, whenever ther is a PR flight,these filipino people would start talking to me in tagalog,once i show my amused face and laugh,they'll imidiately apologise and go; "i thot you filipino" in that cute tagalog accent..

and they also taught me lotsa tagalog phrases..

on the other hand,the indons would always be amazed at my bahasa indon,they'll always ask, "kamu dari indonesia ya?" when i reply that i'm not, they'll then go, "bahasa indonesianya bagus deh!"aku pon aper lagi, bangga ar kejapz..wakaka...

would update more next tyme..for now,im busy wif preps for the upcoming events...

2007-05-05T12:17:00.000-07:00

hello..

its been ages eh?well..

yesterday was the berfday gathering for din.lunch at hans river..i came all equipped with an emopty stomach..funnily,i wasnt the onlie one..apparently the other 3:nass,din and raq all didnt eat since morning..

all-you-can-eat buffet punya pasal...

after that we ended up roaming around ikea,courts and giant,the one at tampines despite my horrible coughing..met faz's parents and bro at giant,happily picking out fresh fish..its nice meeting you cik mas!

and thanks nass for the chain thingy..dah guna pon!!

okay i have a question..i was walking to eastpoint just now from che nah's place to get lunch.i passed by those typical rubbish bins beside a lift lobby kinda tingy..something caught my eye..

it was a pile of papers.those brochure flyer kinda tings that you get in your letter box or mrt stations etc..wads wrong?noting reallie typical cleaning out my closet i usuallie do whenever i cannot sleep at night...

a piece of yellow paper caught my eye..it had info on sum forum perdana or sumting..

my point is,should there be brochures in names of god and the holy prophet?eventhou they are printed in malay and not in arabic..but still...cause there is only that much usefulness of a brochure rite?once the event is over..you'll probably throw them away and worst still..you throw it wrongly and people would end up stepping on it..

kepada korang-korang di luar sana,kalau dapat flyer ker brochure masjid,syarahan atau apa- apa bersangkut-paut dengan ugama.TOLONG buang elok-elok..

2007-04-25T17:16:00.000-07:00

am so glad we had this gathering last night..

to celebrate rasha's 23rd berfday.at el-sheikh(wouldnt believe how much was paid)

to all those who havent heard of the news: im getting enlisted for national service on 7th of june..how sad could that be?less than 2 weeks before my berfday..and exactly one month before the graduation ceremony..

aniwae,what to do rite?cest la vie...

about 2 weeks ago was din's sister's wedding.went with raz..

it was a nice wedding on a whole larr. makeup n outfit by anggun andaman.decor by sum home-based contractor(the werk was nice,take a look at the pelamin)..

heard news about upcoming babies later this year..so exciting kan???

2007-04-04T10:31:00.000-07:00

hello free internet access..(note:free)

with the remaining time left ticking away,lets make this entry,short and sweet..

last saturday met faz for dinner,actuallie to accompany her to look for a top for the bf(acording to her:you know what a guy wants) well sweetheart,anything with a nice label,read:mahal,would be what a guy wants...

its utter bullshit when i hear sum guys saying that they dont care what they wear.if you bloordyly dont care,why wear clothes in the ferst place.get my point?

i've been eyeing this gucci wallet.thot of getting it with the upcoming paycheck.worth it or not?with 25% staff discount?i knoe you'd probably be rolling your eyes right now,but since my pay is only THAT much and i have THAT much amount of bills to settle..25% still doesnt look attractive enough..

morning shift is hell i tell you.especially the waking up at 4am part..fuh!i've yawned endless times since just now..but the best thing,i'll be knocking off soon..yipee!!alar,i'd end up sleeping at home anyway...

lost sleep.lost fren.lost relationship..

i dont see why on earth anyone would wanna work when you are studying..

what else?graduation ceremony is taking forever..which is GOOD at the moment.so i can save up to get the business suit.i've eyed this suit at SOMEWHERE.wandering if G2000 or something would wanna sponsor my outfit??

preety please with a choc frosted cherry on top.....

2007-03-26T14:41:00.000-07:00

well!!hello..

sorie for being away for some time,nope!im not dead..thank you very much..

just that im working.happily talking to customers(im in the service line btw) and best still,i get to speak in indon:waduh!keren banget deh! and im proud to say that my bahasa indonesia is improving dramatically..i just had this conversation with this nice lady..wait!or was that last night?well...

unlyke those tep days where i dread coming to school coz of that bloordy call centre tingy.people here are nice.very nice sumtymes..but there are still those occasional cekik-darah types but im not complaining!eventhou lyfe seems rather tiring,it still beats staying at home rotting:BIG TYME!

today is the last day of my afternoon shift,which means:tomorrow OFF

follow by 3 mornings and another OFF on saturday..any plans anybody??do contact me eh!but please,cheap places ar..i still have not received my pay yet...

should be getting my roster for next month.dont worry i'll update so we can plan many many outings during my off days yah!

ingatku dalam schedulemu..

2007-03-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

arghh!!i cant stop singing this song...

Chorus:
Papa jangan papa jahat
Jangan papa nakal sangat
Mama jangan mama sekat
Jadi papa tak terleka

Papa jangan papa jahat
Mama tahu papa ligat
Mama jangan paksa sangat
Papa tengah cukup penat

Papa papa sangat jahat
Takde otak nak melihat
Gila-gilanya ia kerja
Jangan dibuat

Papa papa kerja kuat
Dulunya papa penuh muslihat
Papa janji papa takkan buat
Ingat janji papa yang diikat

Oh cuba nak percaya
Oh tak ku perdaya sayang percaya..
oh oh
Oh takkan ku berdusta..
oh oh oh
Takkan ku perdaya sayang percaya

2007-03-16T09:44:00.000-07:00

as promised: pictures of the bday gathering..

more could be found at my fotopages

2007-03-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

this entry is a must..

to wish the friend who i've known for the past 7 years or so and counting,razidah bte abdul rahim..happy 20th birthday my friend!selamat melangkah ke arah TUA..before i get smacked by the birthday gerl,i would follow suit in getting the big 2-0...

just now we had a simple advanced berfday gathering for raz,airport popeye's,our new favourite hangout..managed to gather the few 'free' ones..managed to surprise the bday gerl with the cake..

i donno if you're gonna read this entry but happy belated 20th birthday nurul'ain bte yacob marican..

before long it'll be raining birthdays(read:burned pocket!)and the presents,both pending and way passed overdues need to be bought,wrapped and delivered..

the past week has been krazily fun(when has my days NOT been krazily fun rite?)besides those days where i had a gazilion projects and assignments due..well,the week was occupied hunting around for a job,kita kan tengah menggangur sekarang ni, and also attending stacks of invites(wedding receptions)..i reallie wander how people can attend 5-6 weddings in one weekend?

last sunday i had lyke 3.2 was of close relative and of a family fren..i ended up eating my heart out at all 3..the ferst one was at teck whye(part of the world that im so unfamiliar of)was my mum's cousin's..so kalau tak makan,macam tak sedap rite?coz the mum's aunts and cousins,literallie surrounded me with "tambah lar lagi", "apasal,jaga badan ker?", "kuih tak mabik?" and "eh,lama tak jumpa, dah besar eh?"...

tymes lyke this i miss people asking me, "dah abis sekolah?"...never in a million years i'd imagine myself saying this but..I MISS SCHOOL..wakaka..one minute i was dying for sch to end..

but the bodoh-est thing was..i didnt manage to capture the beautiful pelamins and decor..coz i left it at home..mum was hurrying us out of the house(i was so surprised mum was eager to attend wedding,usuallie im the one!)..

guess what?i've GOT myself a job..ironic but true!!

i was super shocked that this job wasnt even was i envisioned myself doing..nor was i hunting for it..all i knew was dad happened to mention to a friend since my sec school days,suhail, that i was 'jobless' and looking for a job..the next ting i knew,dad told me to lyke get ready for an interview..

so there i was at 11am in the morning,dengan baju tak gosok,dengan mata kuyu(a cold shower didnt help me wake up)and without even a resume ready..all i had was myself and a pen..i was lyke "conferm tak dapat ni!"..coz the interviewer was not very keen that i did not have ANY experience..

when she said "i'll contact you before 5pm today!"aku dah cuak!conferm tak dapat ni!

i was surprised and shocked when i got the call at around 3 plus..i GOT the job..alhamdulilah!!many many thanks to Allah for bestowing this opportunity for me to prove myself:that im not a discouraged worker..frankly speaking..when people asked how come i didnt work during the break after o'levels back then..i would always laugh at that persons' face and say that i plan to be a house-husband one day..

2007-03-05T14:00:00.000-08:00

the smell of freedom...

yesp!its finallie over and done with..the studying and all is lyke over!im super happy..well,let me feel this way till the day of the result release lar..dont spoil!

lets recap some bodoh moments of the examz..firstly the imc paper was hard,lyke literallie,it was an e-exam..it didnt help that i am a tech-idiot..and of all tymes in the werld,the website had to be under construction and i had to lyke 'find' the backup tingy..

bodoh!

aniwae i left the exam hall feeling all shitty and stuff so the sakae sushi dinner with my famz that night didnt help one bit..i was so down,that i thot i was suffering from sum nervous breakdown or sumting..then it was the second paper, hrm, i felt more confident this tyme round since the revision lecture was narrowed down to specific details..

eventhou i reached school late for the exam(dont blame me,its 0830 in the morning for heaven sake!)i sat down and was praying in my heart lyke krazie..then the invigilator announced that you could read the paper(10 mins reading tyme)when the exam started proper..i was confidently writing down my answers lar..before i realised...

i was at the wrong seat!!

what did i do?well..just buat bodoh and continued with the examz..until the invigilator came to mark my attendance,he's my tutor btw,so he mentioned that i was at the wrong seat,i was supposed to be at 104 but im at 105...so he left me and went behind to nurul..

i was interupted again when the real occupant of 105 came..it was nadia's seat..so i was told to gather my things and move in front..it was seriusly veri veri embarassing..

bodoh!

once the paper ended we were off to town for a well deserved break!i went home to change ferst,resulting in me being 45minutes late(hey!wads new?)so we had lunch at ayam bakar ojolali(credits to kel for bringing me there in the ferst place)we've been goin there lyke every now and then...lotsa talking..lotsa crapping..lotsa bitching...

we headed to that career education fair thingy at suntec..i had a teribble headache the moment i step into the place...i was more excited in getting sweets and freebies than gathering info..wakaka..so kekek..should have seen how we attempted to appear 'interested' with a certain booth so we could get their goodie bag for us to dump our handful of freebies..wakaka...

followed by more slacking at kampong glam cafe where i finallie got to satisfy my cravin for gado-gado..

2007-02-25T15:24:00.000-08:00

harloww...

its been lyke ages rite?so wad have i been up to?wandering or probably you just dont bother reading my blog..

the week has been busy with visiting(macam aku celebrate CNY gitu)mainly coz my granny aunt and famz are here from kl..

and attending kak ain's baby's cukur rambut with raz..i did take pictures of lil baby adli ryan,the name of that indon hikmah actor,teuku ryan..great spread of food,esp the kueh-kueh..followed by slacking session at raq's place and at downtown east's burger king..

ive been busy studying.yesp!me studying.cracking my brains out.hoping for a miracle to happen(thinking of burning the module review and probably drink it?well.it doesnt werk rite manda?)eventhou it might seem lyke "alar,kao ader dua(2) paper ajer per?" but still...

and to make matters worst.its TOMORROW!not that im not ready or have not studied or sumting(which reminds me of another paper)i just dont lyke exams..i seriusly dont knoe why?that sickly feeling of entering a freezing room..searching lyke mad for my seat..settling down and whispering good luck to those around me (mainly anu,in front and nurul at the back)..not forgettin that dreaded long walk down aisle of tables when i finish my paper early...

aniwae..GOOD LUCK to me.i reallie need luck rite now!for tomorrow's imc paper at 4.30pm..and to all those people seating for the same paper..try to remember the lecture notes and not mr john ho's shiny shoes.wakakak...

besides that..i reallie cant wait to see you people tomorrow..aww!!soo touching..

2007-02-16T22:31:00.000-08:00

semester is finallie over!!

school is finallie over!!(with 2 exam papers later next week)...

pictures taken with azi''s digi.id probably upload mine lyke next tyme lar..we took one last class picture after the imc revision lecture(so much for tips rite?)it was seriusly veri veri emotional for all of us..

we later had brunch at changi airport,if not at popeye's..

later we strolled around the viewing malls,took pictures and enjoyed ourselves silly...

im so gonna miss you guys,you know wad i mean?

2007-02-13T17:00:00.000-08:00

happening...

ada orang gaduh dalam lab!!one things for sure,i do not.i repeat do not want something lyke that to happen among us..at least not now!wakaka..nak gaduh ker.nak tarik2 rambut.nak tumbuk2.please wait until friday,once the project is over and done with...

aniway..happy advanced valentine's day to you....

'True' lyrics by RYAN CABRERA

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
I'ts time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

2007-02-12T14:26:00.000-08:00

no more of these people..

how sad rite?

watched the season finale last night on tv,wahh!very emotional,i hate farewells..hey!dont blame me lar,my brother literallie grew up wif PCK.i've watched it since i dont remember when...

PCK you would be sadly madly missed...

2007-02-09T13:27:00.000-08:00

hello..

im beaming right now..a whole load of burden lifted!we are onlie left wif 1 project to go..wooohhooo...

to wawa and the wejustclicked gang,enjoi your study week(donno how you'd enjoi it!)

o'levels results gonna be released later.good luck to cousin, shireen nisaa, i've been praying hard that you'd do well ar...

i still can feel that 'fear' 3 years ago..that feeling that i'd fail my o'levels and sent away to study religion in a remote country(i think a few siglapians know about this!)yesp!it was my intention to do just that!!

but than,the moment i step into the school hall..i was already greeted by my art teacher who proudly exclaimed that i did 'well' for the art&craft paper..potong steam betul!!but than i couldnt help but kept thanking her over and over again coz i was kinda relieved and hopes soared that i'd do well...

but when a straight-faced cikgu kadir seat infront of us..we suddenly felt scared.lyke seriusly siak!coz he is never,let me repeat,never lyke that...even when he passed me my result slip,his face was emotionless..i was just praying that he'd pass me a coloured slip(i forgot the colour,issit purple?)aniwae..

later then i found out the reason..not everyone in my class was celebrating..the hall was so full of emotions:both tears of joy and sorrow..lyke shamm who was crying lyke krazie(sitting all alone in the middle of the hall)we all thot she didnt make it...

so how we reacted after we found out she at least 'passed'.we left her!!buang karen ajer..

i seriusly donno how i'd survive if i had to re-take o'levels again..with my berabuk english, totallie forgotten maths(the dreaded maths) and dont even remember how to use a bunsen burner(for sci labs)..

but i missed squirting that distilled water bottle at people..wakaka...

childish sia!!wad else would you expect from a sec sch kid?

looking back at all those things.i cant help but roll my eyes..not onlie were we childish.but we were f-ing ignorant about alot of things..so to all those anak-anak-abus..or wad i'd call..the KKRs(go figure out!)..

lu,relak sua..jangan nak step!i've been there,done that already!!

wakaka....

2007-02-06T12:24:00.000-08:00

freak!!i hate copycats..

isnt it lyke freaking irritating when ALL of the hard work put in slips by unappericiated, unnoticed and worst of all.copied!

gawd, sum people just dont have any form of integrity or CREATIVITY..

have your creativity level drop down and into the drain that leads to the singapore seas?or have you no sense of SHAME?and lost all good senses?

seriusly im having mixed feelings right now, even thou sum might say that we are over reacting and let bygones be bygones..sorry!! not goin to happen in the next 10 years..i was literallie heartbroken lar.not because of love. but because i could not bear to look at my friends breaking down into pieces.eventhou everyone tried to remain calm and hold back tears..

its lyke a volcano erupting!! we might seem harmless.or do people just dont respect us?but what we know is that: we dont have anything against anyone,so why must people do this to us??

isnt that being childish??

wake up for heaven's sake..we are ALL reaching,hit or exceeded the big 2-0..why on earth are you acting lyke 2 instead of 20??i dont reallie care of what thats happened,seriusly i dont give a hoot of the matter!im bloggig to let off steam on behalf of my friends..

friendship.soemthing that needs to be treasured..

i dont say this always(or never?) i might seem oblivious to my surroundings.i veri the mat relak-one-corner,i knoe!but i reallie appericiate all the things you guys have done for me.especially the late nights of doing work/projects..etc

so screw the rest and lets keep this going..

2007-02-02T14:00:00.000-08:00

i feel so terrible!

im so sorrie guys for dissapointing you all during the presentation just now..donno what got over me lar.i blanked out and forgot the speech that i memorised..it didnt help that i couldnt even attempt to answer during the Q&A...

so wad i did?

nothing...

my brain is freezing,the lab is lyke some freezer..and i cant breathe...

2007-02-01T17:06:00.000-08:00

phew!!

with entrep over and done with is such a relief!a whole burden taken off the shoulders.rite rasha?

lyfe's been so mundane lately that im beginning to complain about it...

lyfe's been rotating between school from 9am to 6pm(and beyond) then its home for that few hours.have dinner.watch tv.read my book(fisa,ive been reading the book over 4 tymes already)before realising that its already 1.30am..sleep and drag myself out of bed at 8am..

and it repeats!!noting more and noting less...

with another 3 projects and 4 presentations due next week..my group is working lyke mad.mad women i could say!wakaka..coz i'll be watchin them go mad!lyke just now,where i thot ain must have totally lost her senses coz she was laughin away(i didnt realise she was on the phone!)

or am i goin bonkers?

before i get worse..i need to have my social lyfe back!!anybody game for the pameran pengantin at expo this saturday??..

not feeling kawin-kawin ar!!

2007-01-30T11:41:00.000-08:00

gawd!its been lyke ages since i last updated rite??

blame the various projects and presentations that are due..thus my group and i running around lyke krazie to tie things up(and finish up wadever that is left untouched to this point)..

we had a kraziely-fun tyme all this while...serious!!

and not onlie that, we became the talk of the SCHOOL after an incident that happened yesterday during our HRM presentation..i seriously do not want to talk about it coz im still traumatised and stuff so if you wanna find out more..go to nurul's blog eh...

im not touching a fire extinguisher in the near future!!

wad other things that i missed out?

lyke the campus concert of hady mirza and taufik batisah..both thanks to farna and ritha for getting me the tickets (and the stack of tickets in their hands)the queue was the usual long and tiring thingy you would expect at concerts (wad more free ones?)it wasnt too mendak since i had the bitchy-clanner wif me..

i did enjoy both concerts.i felt that the two of them was worth the money spent voting for them during the spore idol season..but taufik's was better lar..he sang more songs...especially his acoustic versions for 'one last'..fuuhh!!gave me goosebumps siak!reminded me of sumwan....

but i left my clanners who immediately lost their good senses and went gaga over taufik till they went to queue(again?)for the autograph session.suker hati korang lar!!while i was already on the way home to my mum's inviting udang masak-donno-what?

ain,sorie eh!kalau tau budak2 luar ley masuk,i'd have gotten thye tickets for you and your frens...

i was caught off guard recently..is this as sign??

maybe this year would be a better one....1+1=2??

2007-01-22T11:33:00.000-08:00

finallie i can access blogger and upload pictures..

the idea pitching that i was talking about.im reallie proud of you guys!!

while i entertained myself with the mock-up ribbon that azi note:handpainted..but aniwae i call it the mrGAPhunt..wakaka..people,we should consider working for GAP eh one day?insyallah...

ain's sister's amni's hard work.since we(read:especially me)are comp-idiots.we left designing to an outsourced party,but credits should reallie go to ain lar,for staying up late to finish it up wif her sister..baik ain!!

the very sin-ful weekend..this was dinner at ayam penyet ria.

now do understand why on earth its reallie reallie sinful?wakaka..

gawd!hazami's "mungkir bahagia" is lyke stucked in my head!since i watched anugerah juara lagu last nite..so proud of adibah noor!so power lar her performance last nite..and she's reallie humble about it...i lyke this kind of people..

"Sayangku mungkir pada kejujuranku

Menolak segala bahagia dihadapanku

Kasihku mungkir pada kata janjiku

Berlari aku jauh dari cintamu

Ku kesali"

wad happened recently was seriusly lyke a tsunami hitting me..i drowned!reallie dont want to talk about it!!lyfe's lessons that one should never take for granted..

2007-01-16T07:14:00.000-08:00

okay this would be another 'longer' entry i hope..

coz if i dont blog about it,i'd obviouslie forget about it..sorie rasha!coz there she is slogging away with numbers and financial statements..here i am blogging while entertaining myself wif music..at least aku bukak lagu favourite kao kan?

aniwae..you people happen to watch dat Gemilang show on suria anot?i knoe my frens dont watch coz they claim its 'too malay'!anywae..dats the point!!the show is trying,very hard, to potray the malay culture to the younger generations..

the sad part is,people always claim they never understand this kind of shows coz they dont understand the language..

i seriously have the bare minimum respect for people who CLAIM they dont speak malay!!i am NOT refering this to anyone in particular.because in reality i do have FRIENDS lyke dat...

so menyampah!!

its lyke saying you dont eat belacan at home?that you have pasta and cheese everyday?
tak muak dan muntah dah bagus!!

okaylar,while some would argue that they grew up not speaking malay.not good in malay.never get good grades in school for malay..excuses after excuses..hendak seribu daya,tak hendak seribu dalih beb!!

the point is: malay is still your mother tongue.your language..

do you watch that Jalan show on suria also?they would often interview this angmoh guy..in a way he speaks malay so MUCH better than most malays speak today.agree anot?

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kalau terasa saya menyusun jari

oops!!

2007-01-11T17:15:00.000-08:00

you dont knoe how relieved am i right now..

coz i managed to finish the last individual assignment for this semester..yesp,the last one not including the written tests(how many more to go ar?2 ssit?)coz the rest are group projects..group projects=more brains=less work...wakakak...

talking about the last semester, banu made me realise sumting that i didnt notice, we are left with 5 more weeks of school onlie.not includign the study and exam week..like yeayness kan??which means i'll be counting the days till im being called up to serve the nation..wakaka..

tomorrow's gonna be the last day of the week and bitchy-clan's gonan have our much needed outing for the year 2007(yesp!it'll be our first this year)everybody has been too busy and preocupied wif other things for us to meet up and slack our lazy arses off...so try to make it eh people!!

attention siglap-clanners,din messaged me yesterday,he asking you guys to come down and help kendaratz at his sister's wedding in april..aniting contact me lar eh..details such as venue and salary still not confirmed..

wad else?im literallie brain dead..im tired to the core!!so many things to do and so little tyme...

dah!!aku nak balik..

2007-01-08T13:06:00.000-08:00

*yawns*

gawd!monday blues hitting me lyke krazie rite now..

yah!actuallie i dont have aniting to blog,initiallie..

i was walking back home yesterday when i noticed this group of aunties staring at me,being the usual.i freaked abit lar, suddenly so cautious of myself..the first thing i did was check that my zipper was not open..

okay wad?whats wrong wif this people?

so then i realised,they were staring at me sucking on a lolipop..

er,aniting wrong wif that ker?which made me recall this incident way back then in sec sch(not that long lar)coz it happened when i was in sec 3-4,sumwhere there..

i was late for school(which is lyke normal)despite the fact that i'll take no more than 2 minutes to reach school..aniwaes,when i was reaching the school gate there was this ketot cum kerek junior counsellor..all ready to book me..

i remembered what she said: "senior counsellor.dah lar lambat makan lolipop pulak tu"..

i was so furious siot!i was on the verge of smacking her..but then the senior who was supposed to 'mentor' her must have seen the look on my face coz she immediately said; 'tak pe,tak pe..masuk jer buat bodoh"..

see minah, the power of good networking and the many badges proudly displayed on my uniform..wakaka..i was bloordy corrupted you knoe!

the main thing is,is there sumting wrong wif sucking a lolipop?

remebered the kraze back then?that honey sticks thingy sold at starbuckz or sumting?rather gross kan?but hey!that was the 'in' thing back then..you rather be caught sucking a honey stick rather than a lolipop..

chupa chups still win big tyme!!

wad else? watched tyra show this morning befroe i left for school..she featured sum 'blast from the past' kenanganz siot..wad beverly hills 90210 lar.fresh prince of bel air lar..you knoe those series back than during the primary school days..

why am i feeling feeling kenangan?

coz sumbody mentioned that im getting olde..

2007-01-03T12:05:00.000-08:00

wahhh!!so long never update...

what has happened the past two weeks?

well..lets start wif the wedding of md hemroy and julianizawati on 24th december..pictures would come up soon..but the wedding was nice lar..i did the bride's henna on saturday..blah blah..will update more wif pictures later...

then it was slacking at home doing noting..holiday mah!have i mentioned i lurve term breaks?

but still had to come to school to finish up projects..which is good lar kan?coz i seriusly have attention and discipline issues whenever im at home..can never bring myself to do werk at home..funnie eh?i marvelled at the amount of werk i managed to finish..

then it was hari raya haji..noting much happened too..besides eating good food and the kuzzies coming over and me bringing them down to the playground till heikl tore his pants..the usual goin over to my maternal granny's and bedok to visit great granny, mak j...

say hello to the club ~~virgin~~ rasha..weewitt!!member finallie entered a club...

wad else?hello new year 2007 and byebye 2006..new new year resolutions must be made..and not forgetting feasible ones..would not want to disclose lar..wait you people laugh your heads off..hurt sakz!!too bad the iamhurt blog is not up yet..

oklay people,to better tidings this year..may we continue to talk.bitch and gossip till we drop..

cheers

2006-12-21T14:00:00.000-08:00

so much for me not wanting to blog today..buy hey!temptations are strong.and since im easily tempted..so heck,why not blog rite?despite the need to rush and finish werk that is so near dateline..better not let azi read this ehk!!

sorry eh group leader,but your member here has a short attention span..

i got a very alarming false alarm from sha about a siglapian who passed away..but then it was actuallie the sister who passed away..luckily you told me,if not i would have jumped off my socks when i actuallie saw suhada..gawd!such a wake up call kan?how short lyfe is..

wanna blog about the kenduri that my family held last sunday,17th december..the occasion was my parent's 20th wedding anniversary and baby edie's cukur rambut ceremony..its lyke killing two birds wif one stone mah..disclaimer:sorie eh people,i wanted to invite all of you to come and have some good food but then aku pikir2 balik,buat susah2 ajer korang travel jauh2 datang pasir ris just for it..

so enjoy the pictures lar eh..complete album could be viewed at my multiply.everything you see in the pictures,the flowers,gubahan kelapa(coconut),bunga telur.everything are sendirian berhad,i did everything myself(wif help of the family lar of course)..

more pictures can be found here

aniwae,happy term break to you people..i knoe schools especially nanyang,temasek,singapore and what have you are officialie closed for two weeks..suker nyer aku!no freezing tutorials,no noisy lectures,no long bus rides but i miss the company of frens thou..

farna,get well soon from your chicken pox..nanti balik sekolah jangan jangkitkan aku..have i got the chic pox before?dont remember liao.but keep your distance from me ehk..wakaka...

special mention to nurulain bte sueb who turns 19(lyke finallie!)on sunday 17th december..happy berfday beb!

2006-12-12T12:30:00.000-08:00

okay guys...

sorie for lagging but here are the raya pictures..

raz's open house

the bitchy-clan's jalan raya

more pictures can be found here

the siglap-clan's jalan raya

more pictures can be found here

hadijah's open house

2006-12-11T12:52:00.000-08:00

wohoo...

its so good to be healthy and breatheing from my nose again..wakaka..this is obviouslie due to my entire weekend of being sick lyke some rotten vegetable lie-ing on the couch trying to gasp for dear air through my mouth..

but before i got sick..this was what i did on friday afternoon,after school..i did henna for my aunt's friend's cousin..its a long story..aniwae..both the couple are malaysian..kembang kejapz aku..my services have now expanded overseas..wakaka

and preparations for this sunday's cukur rambut ceremony and my parent's twentieth wedding anniversary is going full swing..i pulled myself together(in that rotten state) to finish up the many projects such as glueing the bekas bunga rampai, bunga telurs and sweets...

2006-12-08T11:23:00.000-08:00

ever had the feeling that you want to do noting but strangle people till they die a horrible death?

well,thats wad im feeling right now..it didnt help that i 'suffered' two horrible days being around even more horrible people..

lets start with yesterday,i just HATE irresponsible people..i seriusly do not wish to elaborate on the matter coz it would do nothing but irritate and agitate me further..arseholes..

fark you guys!!

just now,i was happily watching the chinese drama on tvmobile when i was blocked by this ahpek who knew i was watching the drama but insisted standing infront of my face when the bus was sort of empty and there was even an empty seat beside me for heaven's sake..

argh!!

this people ought to be shot in the arse..

however, last night was funnily krazie..coz me jihah fiza and jannah went out for dinner at charcoal..alar,dat shatec restaurant beside funan..it was jihah's cousin,razi's, assignment or should i say he was cooking..nice larr..both the experience and the food..

eventhou everyone tried to act posh,but we were laughing our heads off with the traits of the entire thing..they kept making me laugh by using the wrong cutleries and complaining that the food was not enough...nasib baik ade aku rite?korang,pegi course dulu eh lain kali....wakaka..

i literallie took every single course of the meal...

can i upload the pictures later2..malas larr...

okay gotta go print the survey questionaires..haiyo!biler nak holiday nie?im sick of school...

2006-12-05T11:26:00.000-08:00

during anu's marcom presentation yesterday was something about uniquely singapore..

then on my way home from school..i stumbled upon this 2 ladies, one was chinese, the other malay and guess wad?they were talking in malay..wakaka..very the multi-racial i thought!!i guess dat makes singapore unique kan?

should have seen how i was so amazed wif wad i saw..

im super tired larr..was doing the bloordy report till so late last nite, i think i slept for onlie 4-5 hours??wahlau..stress!!and on top of that,my report is still not done and im not even confident of my werk larr...

arghh!!just as i thot i could slack abit and prepare myself for the holidays..

wakaka...

okaylarr..class gonna start soon..

2006-12-04T12:29:00.000-08:00

say harlow to..

Nuur Erdyena Bte Mohd Zahari
the sagitarius baby who was born on the 1st of december 2006 at 10.30am..
lets start planning for the cukur rambut ceremony..wakaka..

2006-12-01T13:20:00.000-08:00

argh!!..i hate the comp!i cant view my tag board..

aniway for all those who have been asking about my aunt, ein..she has given birth just now as at 11.15 am somewhere there..to a baby gerl..i think i knoe wad she wants to name the baby lar,but later2 i blog wif pictures okay??

but then here i am stuck in school..dying in front of a comp, and later have to do my napfa test at 4.30pm..so i wont be able to take the baby's ferst day pictures..but i can always get it from uncle zac rite?

i wanna go see the baby..

school has been super mendak today..donno why ehk?i'm lyke freezing here..the weather's been just nice..i hope it remains lyke dat till napfa later,i hope this tyme is not lyke the last one..blergh!, i'd lurve to run(and drop dead during the 2.4km run) in such nice weather...

i wanna go see the baby..

individual projects are pilling up..i have lyke 3 due next week..and 1 before the term break(so much for break,we have tones coz submissions are due when school reopens)..and the thing is that i've started the various projects but it's dangling lyke some loose thread..

class gonna start in one hour..and i have to squeeze the tyme to finish up things that i plan to do over the weekend..coz i'd definitely be spending the tyme at the hospital..

next week gonna be another hell coz i have to finish up my projects before submission, followed by some photoshoot..then i have a wedding henna client at woodlands..my late grandad's relative's wedding on sunday 1oth dec at tampines..

busy busy schedule..

have i mentioned i wanna go see the baby?goodness..its been raining babies this year ehk?first it was hadi then now..its reallie rare for my family you knoe..

2006-11-29T17:23:00.000-08:00

errm..

my mind's kinda blank right now coz i have tones of things to do yet here i am blogging..

pictures of kak suhaili's wedding are up..all thanks to the bride who lent me the soft copy of her album..exclusive pictures from the official photographer..picture quality obviously better than any of the cameras we took pictures wif during the event..

more can be found here

2006-11-27T16:01:00.000-08:00

im feeling..UNAPPERICIATED..

donno lar eh,maybe its just natural human nature..they tend to forget or act forgetful?

its lyke the malay peribahasa: habis manis,sepah dibuang...

i've lost (threw away) the trust,wadeva you call the things that make up a relationship(any relationship)..

i've lost a friend!

period.

2006-11-23T10:10:00.000-08:00

finalliee i got a comp to update..besides the fact that the comp at home is dead and the one in sch lagging lyke krazie when i wanted to blog..

so here goes..

what happened the entire week?friday i went to do my national service medical checkup tingy..thanks to dad who sent and fetched me,if not i'd definitely lose my way(my sense of direction in the west abit lagging eh!!).then we had dinner(you would not want to knoe how long i sat there) at breeks! the one at harbour front coz vivocity was too bustling with activites,not forgetting people...

i tink im becoming claustrophobic.wadeva!!i dont fancy being in crowds now adays..donno y?maybe all that would go away once i go krazie during the christmas sale soon..

monday tuesday went by uneventfully lyke my weekends..other than a wedding at seng kang,i was rotting away at home..

monday tuesday was spent at mt uncle's chalet at downtown east..he got sum kind of discount or sumting lyke dat..so i was eating my heart out during those two nites..the barbeque etc..more bustling activities..so many many people..the many people was not part of my famz thou(my paternal side not that BIG either) its the school holidays for pri and sec sch people rite?so all these KIDS are roaming around..screaming,laughing,talking,yacking,bitching..everything on the top of their lungs...

i used to be one of there culprits lar kan!but i've passed THAT phase in lyfe already..now we talk,scream,laugh and bitch LOUDER than ever..wakaka...

had lunch with hajar and raq yesterday..pizza hut suntec city..it was very tensed lar kan..with hajar's sarcastic comments to the bf..once the situation cooled down,it turned into a smokey(everybody started smoking to cool down) and the rain came down in buckets..

just lyke the siglap-clan's jalan raya..where the rain came down in buckets and we all go wet running around from blocks to the bustop..mendak siol!!

but pictures are up!thanks to ain for uploading..mine would come soon..just wait larr!!

more pictures(part of it) can be found here..

2006-11-16T11:41:00.000-08:00

woohooooo...

actuallie i wanted to blog about jihah's surprise(and belated) birthday party..but that would be for later lar eh..

my brother got his report book yesterday.with the ever typical "there's still room for improvement" in it..eventhou he was elated(literallie!) that he got a band above his mid-year results but then i didnt lyked it larr..

being the typical 'tak-mau-kalah' person i am at home,i ransacked my drawers to find my primary school report book..then the comparing began..my brother must have hated me lyke krazie larr coz i got better grades than him(i WAS a smart kid eh!)..but then over the years my results have gone down the drain and into sungai api-api near my place...wakaka...

looking at the report book made me realise that i WAS a very competitive kid back then..especiallie since they still had that "class position" tingy..or does it onlie happen to my batch?banu,tolong jawab sikit..

okay so back to the surprise party for the bugger of all buggest...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY NAJIHAH...

my ferst tyme(and a few others)at VivoCity was a very 'jakun' experience..we went lyke
"waaaaahhhhhhh" and "lawa ehhhhh" on more than one occasion..we even got ourselves into the pool on the rooftop..

one ting for sure is that people were treating it lyke sum neighbourhood swimming pool(me thinks,tak kuasa nak masuk sentosa) so there were families with naked children running around,bringin packed food(mee goreng?)..reminds me of being at east coast park...

aniwae..we were among one of those coz we came equipped with the ever mouth-watering brownie cake made by kak ita(our fav. brownie expert)..nak order?juz msg me larr eh..den i can give u the details(wah!online promotion)...

2006-11-13T12:36:00.000-08:00

im in SCHOOL...

woohhoooooooooo...3 months of rotting at home,not using my brains and all have ended as of this morning at 8am when i woke up..class however is at 1pm..so wad was i doing up so early??maybe im just too excited..

excited to come to school and blog about the jalan raya i had with the lyfetyme of friends made possible but not finished in one weekend..

lets start with this..

the bitchy-clan's jalan raya.eventhou there were several 'masalah technical' in the beginning..the initial 10.30am meeting tyme dragged to nearlie noon..but we did have lotsa fun:gossiping,singing,screaming and getting lost in the van..

more pictures here
then it was the siglap-clan's jalan raya..there were more 'masalah techical' here..lyke the initial meeting tyme got dragged(janji melayu) and houses we had to rush too but later got cancelled..it was FUN!! kan?

lyke getting caught in the rain..if i had a video cam,i would have recorded them including myself..running lyke krazie in the rain..no thanks to a certain fren's house who did not sheltered walkway all the way to the bustop.. eventhou the route was finalised..things got changed here and there and in the end..we didnt go to many houses kan??i think we have another 4-5 houses to complete..

gawd!this year is so full of 'masalah technicals'...

more pictures will be uploaded..soon i hope!the above mentioned jalan rayas and hadijah's open house yesterday that the peiying pri people attended..

im seriusly feeling fat(from all the food!everyting from mee goreng to nasi bryani) and bloated(from all the different type of drinks drunk during raya)..

okayy..

2006-11-04T12:28:00.000-08:00

salam idul fitri!!

gawd!!its been lyke wad?2 weeks of raya??how fast tyme flies kan kan??and its gonna be back to school next next monday...

people are indirectly blogging about a certain person rite?i also wanna join in the bitchiness larr..

conferencing with two other friends about this certain person last nyte was very tensed..each of us with our own personal disagreement about this certain person..merepek sia this person!!so cant stand this freaking attitude anymore...

to this certain person..cepat-cepat insaf larr eh!!dah naik menyampah ngan kao peh attitude!!

jalan raya has been finalised for both siglap-clan and the bitchy-clan..

siglap-clan: 11am(sharp) meeting point would be at my house..

bitchy-clan: (tyme to be revised) but the meeting point would be at nadya's...

note:punctuality is IMPORTANT! star-karatz would not be entertained...

2006-10-22T16:07:00.000-07:00

harloww...

i've been busy.very busy.very very busy for the matter fact!!..

i've been dupped the local domestic helper by my mom.she calls me the babik(sometimes bebek aka goose)..since people call their foreign domestic helpers,bibik..blame it all on me lazing around the house doing noting but watch tv or stare blankly into the wall(yes!i did that)..

so i've done everything around the house from wiping the window grills,to wiping the windows to changing the curtains to re-arranging furniture(and load it off from the lorry) to cooking for iftar(no kidding!!)..i onlie cook occasionally larr..and the most classic one, i was baking cookies with my mother..wakaka...

amacam wanna hire me??S$50 per hour???...

the iftar invitations that i had to atted was fun!!lyke the one with the siglap-clanners at baladi..the ones at geylang bazaar wif groups of the peiying peepz lyke hajar,imam and shal(great catching up btw!)..swensen's once wif raz and din and another wif the bitchy-clanners to celebrate fiza's berfday..where else eh??luper ah!!

den it was a mad rush to kl to collect our baju rayas..for the whole family..it was tailored since june but due to the clash in our schedules(parents with werk,me and bro with school blah blah..orang kahwin lar.orang meninggal lar..)so onlie managed to do it this week...

okaylarr...

i wanna take this opportunity to wish all my family,friends and fellow bloggers:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..
maaf zahir dan batin..
sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa or you dont lyke my blog materials..sorry lar yer!!

its back to school in wad?2 weeks rite?the tymetable is out..am veri verie happie with my tymetable..wednesdays free beb!!happy schooling to the wejustclicked gang..kesian,korang da kena masuk sekolah dulu ehk..wakaka...see you guys in school!!

lets go collection$$ people!!this is probably my last raya getting money before i hit the BIG 2-0..but kalau ada akcik-pakcik who insist of giving,jangan risau cik,saya tak tolak!wakaka...

kecik tapak tangan,tapak suria raya karnival saya tadahkan...

till next tyme people..salam lebaran!!btw,siti nurhaliza's nazam lebaran is playing in my head rite now..

2006-10-06T13:05:00.000-07:00

a special shoutout to two special peoplee...

Happy 19th Berfday to...

the mamat in red(maroon?),who i've known for the past ten years since primary 3, who turns 19 today(6th oct)..happy berfday dok,semoga terpanjang umur kau untuk kau carik matair yang lawa2 and most importantly,bukan ABU(juz kidding,juz kidding!)...wakaka..

btw the pic was taken last raya during the primary school peepz's jalan-raya,pathetic right?onlie 5 of us..well,this is the onlie five who actuallie bothered keeping in touch with one another ever since we left primary school...

and..

norafiza aka jaja bing,the one with the hijab, who turns 19 tomorrow(7th oct)..we're going to celebrate her berfday later during iftar at swensens suntec..woohooo!!another bitchy-clan berfday parrty..hmm,i still haven't got you a present..

i hope a berfday wish FERST would make do for now ehh!!wishing you a happy happy berfday,have a great year ahead..get your driving license(so you can send me home next semester?) and get a boyfren..woohooooooo......

okay,enough crap said..

2006-10-04T13:00:00.000-07:00

tyme for updates..

i knoe people on msn are asking me wassaup with my emo nick?thus came all the "bro,kau okay ke tak?" or things that sound lyke dat..

apparently, im lying!!..thankfully all those sins were made last nite,therefore not disrupting my puasa or wadeva..and that my msn-people hardly reads my blog(do they?)..heck.i dont give a damn..

the source of my emo state?well....

ever had the feeling that you're being USED?that you only have fair-weather friends?that despite the never ending list of friends/contacts,you just couldn't depend on them??...

i think there are people who actuallie MAKE USE of me for their own personal benefit..im not supposed to swear but dont worry im seriously free of any emotions at this point of tyme..names would not be mentioned or what was the occasion..

fair-weather friends..i knoe you'll be lyke,
"asal ngan mamat ni?emo semacam..we also have fair-weather friends what?"
well..i knoe its a fact but...haiya,dont bother larr..it'll do noting but just spoil my mood further..

i think sitting at home for the past 6 weeks or so?doing noting have corrupted my mind..that i have ample tyme(too much actuallie)to sit down and think.re-think regarding all the factors,cross-roads blah blah in my lyfe!!

sorry larr to my best/close frens..i knoe you people are always there for me..but..i just could not shrug that weird feeling..i am seriously doubting my sanity at this moment..thank god for the ramadhan and fasting,coz if not i'll definitely be beigning myself to death...

this reflects how i am feeling right now,LONELY...

could sumbody please sing me that irritating lonely song by akon...i'll appericiate you for it..

on a lighter and happier note..siglap-clanners,the jalan raya has been set on 11th november..time and venue of meeting place to be revised(but i'll fight for being the first house,wakaka).if you got issues,fo contact me immediately..unless you've a strong case or objection,the event would still go on..insyallah....

2006-09-27T17:30:00.000-07:00

okay..this tyme..im REALLY NOT dead..

wow!!its been lyke wad?2-3 weeks since i last blogged??well..alot of things have happened..

lyke i was at KL for 2 weeks..that was when i came back to singapore wif my fone flooded by sms-es..enquiring whether im still alive or was i lying on sum hospital bed...

well..the person who was lying on the hospital bed was raq..wakaka..i did come to visit you okay!!so thank you for getting uyourself admitted twice..wakaka...

i also got back my exam results..im happy.VERY VERY happy with the results..two thumbs up for the group mates..mainly the popstarz for persevering that rough patch that we went through...see,we did well!!!

eventhou this is SUPER late..yerp,ramadhan is here..and the fourth day summore..

well sicne im super bored,lets do the quiz that i've promised sumwan(cant remember who liao) since i donno when?

5Facts about me
1. i have a super short attention span and memory.more lyke a goldfish..people who knoe me would agree to that...
2. i can onlie eat rice when its steaming hot(i dont mind even if i scald my fingers or lips eating it)weird rite?but i'll refuse if the rice is cold..yuckss!!
3. i have a stuffed-toy cat which i named 'kitty' initiallie but my frens would refer to it as 'kucing-botox'..i've had it since wad?15 years ago??and it will always have a space on my bed(eventhou i find it on the floor in the morning)..
4. my best frens are gerls..eventhou i knoe many many people have an issue with that??lyke what the heck is wrong rite?
5. i have never ever been bare-bodied in front of my family,unless after a bath(only from the toilet to my room..another weirdness rite??wakaka...

5Misconceptions people have about me
1. the most classic case..people think im GAY...for the thousanth tyme,im STRAIGHT..straighter than the yellow lines across the tampines expressway(tpe)..wakaka..
2. im afraid of commitment..er.maybe there's some truth to that but i seriously wanna get married,start a family SOON..be young parents just lyke my parents..but ferst would anibody be kind enough to sponsor the dowry money(duit hantaran)?
3. i dont have ambitions..eventhou people might assume that im super unambitious,that im some mat R.O.C..but i have goals in lyfe you knoe!!
4. i hang around girls ALL THE TYME..therefore linked to point number 1..er.i donno eh..but i dont see aniting wrong with that!
5. im a cheapskate(kemut.pelokek.wadeva-have-yous)..i wont say im a cheapskate but im thrifty..and there are tymes where i seriously have NO money at all in my wallet..sigh!!

5Places i lurve going
1.Arab street..besides the teh tarik,its a nice place to lepak-lepak
2.pasir ris park..dont ask me why?
3.under shahera's block..thats the spot where we would lepak-lepak after a lepak session sumwhere..
4.my uncle's place in tampines..the little cousins reallie cheer me up..
5.WEDDINGS...the food,the decor,the pengantin,the kompang..everything..

5Food i lurve having
1.fish and chips...
2.nasi ayam goreng...
3.swensen's baked chicken rice...
4.zam-zam's murtabak daging...
5.my granduncle's naan-pizaa..

5Friends who i want them to do this
1.Amanda
2.WeJustClickedGang
3.Shahera
4.Anybody bored lyke me..
5.Anybody who happen to read this entry...

2006-09-01T22:34:00.000-07:00

okay..

i didnt intend to blog but..this is a special shoutout for my close friend,the gerl i've known for the past..er, 6 years and counting?aniwae...

Happy 19th Birthday Shahera Shaila Sabtu...

semoga panjang umur,dimurahkan rezeki..blah blah..typical berfday wish..so i'll be different..cepat-cepat kahwin dengan abang azmi kau,aku boleh jadi kau punyer wedding planner..wakaka..or,i'll rewang cuci periuk at your wedding..wakaka...have a happy year ahead..

2006-08-29T11:15:00.000-07:00

no,im not dead..thanks for the concern aniway..wakaka...

okay its been lyke ages..put the blame on everything from the examz to the need to meet various groups of people;namely my bitchy-clanners, the primary school peepz and of course my family lar rite?

okay a few events lyke banu's birthday..

it was on the 24th aug(last daay of examz btw) so we went out to celebrate and unwind from the krazie study mode that we were in..it was a simple gathering at el sheikh(i dont wish to mention the amount we paid for the bill) but it was nice lar rite?the chilling, the slacking, did we have bitching?i dont rememeber..

then on friday 25th, we went for lunch at that 2hot halal cafe at esplanade..okay okaylar,food was normal..but we got to see the shooting of that suria drama, cinta Q..amy mastura and aaron aziz was there..did i mention how friendly amy mastura was? damn,we should have taken pix with them..then we went to slack at new york, the one along the citylink...btw, the 'we' consists of me,rasha,shamm,jihah and azi...

wad else happened?see i cant remember..

yesterday was siti nurhaliza..datin siti's wedding reception...so grand rite??i was about to faint when i saw the decor when it was featured on the program, wanita hari ini at about 1pm or so?it was such a beautiful wedding i could say...and the bride even serenaded everybody with her singing...anibody who happens to have the bersanding ceremony pictures, do send me eh!!

selamat pengantin baru once again to datin siti and datuk khalid..

have i mentioned that i miss you people???

2006-08-15T15:30:00.000-07:00

you wont believe what am i doing..coz i couldnt believe it either..

im at temasek poly..school of i.t. to be exact..i wanted to study,so i dragged nass to study with me..and she suggested coming to her school..when i was in the bus this morning,i was lyke.."this is soo soo weird lar"..i am now trying hard to focus,need to study for the upcoming examz on thursday..yesp!examz are on thursday and im so bloordy not prepared or ready..mampos i tell you!mampos with a capital 'm'..

macam pernah nampak ajer mamat tu!!wakaka..

when the poster was put up..i got calls/messages from very excited people,however i wasnt that excited lar..so paiseh rite?now whenever im in school i get people talking about my picture..at ferst it was abit flaterring lar..but i got over it lar..one could 'kembang-an' for some period of tyme onlie wad...

but the photo taking was FUN lar..the makeup,the posing posing,everything..

thanks ar amanda,for actuallie stopping in the middle of the atrium juz to take the picture..stole the pics from your fotopages liao!!

last friday had lunch with amanda and ian at pizzahut,tampines mall..

yesterday despite the urgent need to start studying..i was out with granny and grand-aunt..we went to far east to eat at ramen ten..then went over to dfs,coz granny wanted to go see louis vuitton..me thinks she wants to find a matching purse with the bag she bought before shina's wedding..

how i wish i had that kind of money..

then we went over to geylang..it shocked me that among the three of us,i was the only one who ever been to the new pasar geylang..grand-aunt was looking for sumting to wear for raya..i fell in lurve with this baju melayu..but then,i dont tink i would want to spend unnecessarily on baju melayu that i would only wear once..

and i got a belated berfday present from che'nah..i loike many many...

oklar..need to get back to werk...

2006-08-07T11:19:00.000-07:00

the weekend is over..the very lepak weekend..coz i did noting but slack around my house watching tv,vcds and doing noting but chat with my granny..

but i got out of the house yesterday,just to go west plaza to get vegetables for my mum to cook..the plaza has changed eh!new shops coming in..but it still lack a fast food outlet..

while walking back from west plaza,down the red brick path back to my block..a certain incident came into my mind..about a certain guy friend who wanted to kenal-kenal with my certain gerl friend after he met us (me, certain gerl friend and another friend) in the train back to pasir ris from our favourite lepak corner,arab street...

so funny i tell you!!this certain guy friend actuallie brought the topic up..whether the certain gerl friend was single etc..i was laughing my head off..so i became the 'kind' soul i always been,and called the certain gerl friend to tell her about it!!

wad was her reply, "i saw that coming"...

so i had to pass back the message to the certain guy friend..boy,was he dissapointed!!

i couldnt help but laugh my head off again...

dont worry certain guy or gerl friend..i wont mention or disclose your identities..but i couldnt help but recall that incident coz i would occasionally meet this certain guy friend at the red brick path..

okay back to reality..

examz are lyke in one week plus..i merely attend the revision lecture but noting went in..i could onli remember copying down hints lyke krazie..

2 more projects due people..woohoo~

tomorrow is int. business..and AMR due on friday..oklar..gonna get back to werk..

2006-08-03T14:17:00.000-07:00

baik ah..

its been lyke ages since i last updated rite?this is all because of the hectic and krazie running around, waking up freaking early and the little 'fights' we get ourselves into just because we need to finish up our projects and presenting it!!

checklist: 4 out of 6 projects; done, submitted and presented..2 more.2 more..

okay..wad happened this past few days?me..still lyke that!onlie a little stressed out..but then last friday was the siglap alumni official opening thingy.it was fun lar,meeting all those peeps who i've not met since the day i left school..3 years ago..people lyke uma,hilmi and the sec4D guys..

it was great catching up with part of the siglap-clanners who came;faz(da lamer sak aku tak jumper kau!),ain,raz,nass,the bro and gf..food was okay-okay..lotsa pictures..but i managed to get my hands on a few onlie coz my digi actuallie died the moment i snapped my 2nd picture..macam siak kan!!

and i gave an impromtu speech..about my days in siglap(freak,nobody took pictures of me!)kesian..wakaka..i knoe the one in nass's digi and raz's phone was blur..haix,so sad rite?its not always i give impromtu speeches you knoe!

oklar..let me get back to werk..

so if you people have uploaded the alumni pictures..sila hantar pat aku eh..but some pictures were taken from karuna's blog,if you wanna take a peek,go to my fotopages lar eh..

the personal selling presentation day..picture taken before the presentation..should have seen how we looked lyke after the presentation..dont even want to talk about it!!

2006-07-27T11:02:00.000-07:00

ferstly so sorie if any of you guys tried clicking the link to my fotopages from the previous entry..got a little error and i've fixed it..to the ones who went straight to the fotopages page..good for you!pandai pon..

today's gonna be another hectic day..just lyke how the week has been..the mad scrambling to finish up the projects and study for the test..1 project down,5 more to go..the test yesterday was okaylar..thank Allah and the luck that i picked the correct paper coz most of the topics i studied came out in the green question paper(favorite colour summore)..

then it was the mad rush to finish 4 projects that is due next week..monday there's personal selling..tuesday there's global supply chain and international business(the killer!!)and on wednesday,international marketing..woohoo!!im so berfeeling superman here..so little tyme yet so many things to do..onlie that superman has the speed to type a gazillion words per minute..wakaka...

gasak kau lar suparman(asian version of superman)..

tomorrow siglap youth alumni having this event,their official opening..im expecting tones of ex-siglapians turning up as the invitation letter stated "bring anybody you want" or sumting lyke that..however,i dont suppose the siglap-clanners know about this..especially those people tucked away at pulau tekong or the police academy..wakaka..

remember that entry about the relative who passed away??the fella is the SAME age as me ley..and i have met him before..at shina's wedding..sadded liao..haix..lyfe is too short lar rite??so better make full use of it...

btw it was great catching up with raq on the fone last night..macam dah berzaman gitu aku tak jumper kau eh..padahal i met you lyke dat night when we all went for dinner at LJS..wakaka..we must do it again soon..more things to tell...

err..

enough lar eh..im tired just thinking of what to blog about..i better save that energy and the brain juices for the projects later..

2006-07-25T12:01:00.000-07:00

the kental entry!!

presentations are beginning...and i have to present one later at 4pm and i think im gonna screw up lar..im lyke so tongue-tied and i am a nervous wreck at his very moment.jarang kan aku nervous nervous nie semue.kental!!

im so hurt by wad YOU did juz now..but then again..i dont give a damn!tak main ar hurt-hurt nie semue.lagi kental!..

the class next door is lyke a bunch of hooligans lar,despite the sound prof dorrs/windows we can still hear their animal voices screaming and shouting lyke krazie..

dah OBVIOUSLIE cukup umur,perangai macam budak-budak belom baligh.kental!

with news of a relative(i seriously have not met him before) passing away..sad lar kan..he's YOUNGER than me summore..haix..lyfe is short beb!so make full use of it lar..mampos,kental nyer kau hafeez?

call me kental all you want(but hey!i was and would always be MAT KENTAL,as told by cikgu kadir)wakaka..but its reallie sad lar when you're still young and so much more to see in this werld..lyfe is still short!!

aper lagik?

oh yah!i've uploaded ifah's sister's wedding pictures..noting much lar coz we were not cam-whoring lyke normal..maybe coz we were too tired(taman jurong is such a FAR place okay,and im from paris summore)..and the superb menjilat jari bryani dam distracted us from taking pictures..

congrats! once again to saerah and raheem..

more pictures here

2006-07-24T13:20:00.000-07:00

er.this siti-nak-kawin news is lyke getting super boring lar..i turn on the malaysian channel.the indonesian they talk about it..i take tha train people talk about it..i take the bus..people talk about it..

suka hati dia lar dia nak kawin ngan saper

its just so damn irritating when people actuallie comment WHO siti should marry..lyke hello!!stoppe playing god or the love cupid eh..and the MOST horrible thing i heard was, her fans are gonna stoppe supporting her if she marries datuk k..

there was dis minah who was interviewed on a channel(wont mention which channel) but she was soo soo bloordy emotional and said that siti should marry sumwan 'fresh' aka bujang and why must she marry a divorcee?..

as fans i feel one should just pray that she'll have a happy married lyfe and stuff lyke dat lar rite?so stoppe complaining and just look and listen..and NO NEED for the emotional comments..

menyampah sak aku tengok!!

2006-07-20T16:10:00.000-07:00

forgiving is easy and i have done that long tyme ago,however forgetting what actuallie happened is very.very hard to forget...

congrats to rasha,naj and the ball busters for your 2nd runner-up placing for the women soccer match yesterday..cebedah rasha,your maiden attempt in soccer NOT BAD liao..see,takut bola summore..and naj,yesterday was my ferst tyme watching you play.IMPRESSIVE sey..bagos bagos..bangga aku ada kawan macam kau..wakaka..

projects sucks lar.sucks big BIGGER tyme..with an upcoming report that is due on tuesday,and we have not even secured a company to talk about..no thanks to the freaking lady who was so freaking kerek when i called her to ask some questions..mind you,i was very very polite and patient with her eh!!..

kerek peh pompan..

wad else?oh!the gerls would be off for napfa test tomorrow..wakakaka..all the best eh!!it would be MY turn next semester..

erm..and its PHAT NITE..woohhooo..the ala-clubbing that the school of IT have basicallie every year..joget joget..grinding grinding..loud music..loud talking..the night of having FUN..so if i get to take pictures in that dark room..i'll upload the pictures and maybe videos of my frens going krazie*points to rasha* and shocking us all with her dancing..wakaka...

and the issue of GILA JANTAN is still around..haiyo!you people tolong sedar sikit eh...

2006-07-17T17:46:00.000-07:00

heard the HOTTEST news for the year??

the next look forward Wedding of the Year...

selamat pengantin baru to siti nurhaliza and datuk khalid jiwa..

the picture was taken earlier today during the press conference,where siti nurhaliza announced her upcoming marriage to datuk khalid..tentatively with the solemnisation ceremony to be held on the 21st august 2006...

excited nyer aku!!

the moment the news got out..i keep getting messages after messages in my mobile from lotsa people..namely my parents,friends and even my aunt who excitedly messaged me from kuala lumpur..

congrats siti once again!!

2006-07-17T12:02:00.000-07:00

what is the real meaning of friendship??a question that i keep asking myself..

would being friends for the past 12 years with hajar and some other peiying people.mean that we are REALLY true friends??maybe..

would being friends for the past 6 years with nass(and being my bestfriend) and the siglap-clanners.mean that we are REALLY true friends?maybe..

would being friends with the amanda,azi,rasha,nurul and the bitchy-clanners for the past 2+ years.mean that we are REALLY true friends?maybe..

i reallie appericiate ALL of you people that i've mentioned above and im thankful to Allah to have friends lyke all of you..friends that i could count on..friends who went thru thick thicker and thin thinner with me all these years..

lyke hajar and izwan,i still remember those tymes back in primary school..the lame jokes we played..the stupid jiwang songs we heard and sang till our lungs burst..the malay remedial classes before/after school..those kental primary school days..wakaka...those lepak2 at yishun park session..those block-catching games we played when we were supposed to study for the PSLE.but hey!!we made it thru PSLE and landed ourselves in the express stream..alhamdulilah!!

then it was siglap,the ferst person i spoke to was nass(apparently she sat beside me?)then the gang grew..more crappy stuff..got into more trouble,lyke literallie..all the tymes where we would talk about one another behind each others' back...wakaka..i MISS those tymes..the back-stabbing.the girlfren-snatching.the secret admirers.the secret love letter/notes..and weirdly..i still keep those letters beb!!even among the siglap-clanners we used to write letters to one another..padahal semue dalam satu class..i suppose i diverted my attention to these letters instead of the math lessons..

then came poly,apparently me and amanda started yacking away the moment we met each other for the ferst tyme..wakaka..the bitching never stoppe beb!till now..wakaka..the long breaks we had were used to watch all those people passing through the shelter..thus came the 'boy.check' and 'girl.check'..then the group grew bigger during TEP..bitchy-clan was established..the bitching.the slacking sessions.the 'open' conversations..everything...

why is my entry so very the emo?why am i reminiscing all this?beacuse i feel so HURT..it was common lar for backstabbing to happen in secondary school and i somehow developed a shield where i cant be bothered with all those things..when i came to poly,i removed that shield(bad mistake!!)and this had to happen...

and i was made to look bad..and apparently people LURVE to take sides without knowing the actual truth..sometymes the "unspoken" truth hurts more than spoken truth..being made to look stupid and bad at the same tyme makes me feel so..arrgghhhh!!to actuallie find out the "truth" from a veri reliable source makes me look at lyfe through a DIFFERENT angle..and suckily,these backstabbing does not only happen in school..hearing some "news" from another reliable source among my relatives is hurtful..

this sounds lyke such a hurt entry..but hey!im REALLY HURT and lyfe can get real bitchy sumtymes..buat salah,tak buat pon salah..

fark off lar!!

2006-07-12T10:00:00.000-07:00

tyme check: 9.48am..i have lesson at 9.ooam..so why the heck am i blogging??coz i didnt go lar obviouslie!!wanna knoe wad tyme i left home?8.30am..i didnt want to waste precious moolah(and since cab fares have increased)..lambat pon lambat lar..

and i have NOT finish studying for international business ica 2 written test later at 2.30pm..i have about..5 hours..5 precious hours to cram a dictionary thick of notes inside my tiny brain..eh!its proven eh,humans only use 1% of our brains..and in that 1% i need to squeeze many many things..wakaka...

last nite,siglap clanners(not ALL but okaylar) met up for a quick dinner at LJS century square..it was great catching up lar..was it gossip free??i seriously dont remember?coz we talked about alot of things and everything under the sun..from my friends to their friends..an upcoming wedding of a fren to the arranged marriage of raz's fren...

everything i tell you!!

wad else?after that i got bubble tea(craving beb!) and the two minahs who nak-balik-rumah-buat-report, raz and ain left..we then went to slack at sunplaza park..more talking(abit of bitching) more reminiscing the siglap-days..

i suppose siglap has its share of hot-juicy gossips back then..

and ironicly all these people are my frens..sometimes you look back and wander,how on earth were you frens with that *thing*??rite?but then again..im not the type of person who judge people..serious!!(roll your eyes as much as you want but heck!its the truth)..sometimes lar,but hey!everyones' lyke that wad!!

and how could we forget the tyme where a classmate of mine wanted to commit suicide..in school!(dah takde tempat lain ker?)that topic would always be brought up during siglap-clanner's gatherings..without fail i tell you!wakaka...

the sucky thing...whenever these kind of 'happenings' happen..im not in school.

siak!wasted tak dapat tengok free show!!.

when that 'jumping' tingy happened,i was away at OBS..then the tyme a fren of mine was invovled in a HUGE fight during assembly i was at home..too lazy to school..wakaka...wasted wasted!!theres more stories lar..but these 2 would make do for now eh!

before i rant and drift further..i better get back to my studying..and the lesson after this..but once again,thanks siglap-clanners for the wanderful gathering yesterday,we MUST do it again soon...

2006-07-11T11:01:00.000-07:00

fark lar!!i dont lyke the fact that i'am always made the 'bad-guy'..sial..aniwae i wont be farking bothered to blog or even talk about it coz basicallie theres no bloordy point!!if you wanna hear about it..your ears and eyes must be wide open..notice the unnoticeable..im ranting so heck!its my blog aniwae...

on a lighter note..i got news that shocked me..faz's mum,cik mas is pregnant..wakaka..faz kau nak dapat adik baru!!congrats eh!!

sunday(9th july) was hatifah's sister's wedding..it took forever for shamm and me to get to lakeside..till we felt lyke we were on an excursion to malaysia or sumting..serious!!i was *this* close of taking pictures at the mrt station..my ferst tyme there beb!!wakaka..

the wedding was held at taman jurong community centre..one of those modern looking ccs with airconditioned halls..the decor was sweet,the food was great(its been ages since i was served at a wedding)they had the 'hidang' tingy with a superb bryani dam!!shiok dok!!tinking of it makes me drool..wakaka...

we took pictures..im my digi thou!so understand lar eh,it would be till forever before i'd attempt to upload the pictures..leceh lar!!might as well print it out at the kedai gambar near my place..wakaka...

project datelines are sinking in..i have lyke wad?another 2 weeks?

so there you have it!!i updated my ever so berabuk blog..wakaka..

till next tyme..

2006-07-02T15:02:00.000-07:00

gawd!i think ive menttioned tyme and again that my attention span is *this* short..goodness!

there i was all eager to start on my market research project(which is due on wednesday and the idiot here have not started a thing)and here i am blogging..er,i dont blame the blogging but its just so so tempting lar..wakaka..

oh!condolences to ain and her famz ,her granny passed away yesterday..takziah eh gerl,we all thought the kebumi was today so we could rush down in the morning..luckily aku msg kau..because the kebumi was after asar yesterday...

wad else eh?have i mentioned how tired and letargic i get this days??i would just yawn.yawn yawn till i tear..issit the weather or am i getting sick??can i please get sick onlie after wednesday??wakaka..i need ot hand in my assignment you knoe!!20% summore..

yah!amanda counted that we still have 9 more icas before the exams..wahlau!!i seriously think my brain needs a break..i had this mad thought that during the 2 months semester break..i just want to laze around(and hopefully not use my brain!)

oklar need to get back to work..

*yawn*

2006-06-30T10:05:00.000-07:00

*coughs coughs*

my blog is so bloordy berabuk already..

seriously i dont have both the tyme and effort and not forgetting material to blog about this few days..malas lar bedah!!

happen to watch that aura femina tingy on suria last nite,about blogging,not bad eh!what their opinions about blogging..basicallie,i blogged because people blog..wakaka..there's a need to share with the blog-people the daily happenings and stuff..gawd!im rambling..boo

i have a report due on wednesday and i've not even started on the research part..mampos!

er..okaylar..will update..when i feel lyke updating..

need to get back to the research..

2006-06-22T11:18:00.000-07:00

pardon me for my absence from blogger-dom for the past two weeks..two weeks that was 'supposed' to be my so looked forward term break..am i enjoying it?apart from the kl trip,am not..

so bear wif me aite?thias entry gonna be lengthy..2 weeks crammed into a single entry..

(11th june)my dad's cousin passed away on a very very wet sunday afternoon..it was very emotional i tell you..so the famz were off to tampines for the wake..since it was too late to bury anyway..i couldnt remember much but sitting.sitting.and sitting till my legs were numb..

but i had alot of those: "dah besar eh?", "dah habis sekolah?","dah ns?" and the classic "lebih besar dari bapaknyer"..yada yada..my paternal paternal(my dad's dad) side are made of carbon-copied people i tell you..you turn left,you'll see someone lyke my cousin..you turn right,you'll see sumwan lyke my dad..and the freakiest thing is that i have a second cousin who looked exactly lyke me..to the extend of the joining eyebrows and nose...but till now,i never knew his name..

oh!and sha's granny passed away too..my deepest condolences to your famz eh sha!!

(12th june)was the funeral..didnt help that i had an awfully bad stomachache..luckily the house was opposite tampines polyclinic(where i answered nature's calls)because the kitchen and toilet were used for the bathing of the corpse..

more people who i never knew existed were introduced to me..

we then followed to the cemetery..its getting crampier eh?all due to the scarcity of land..did i mention how hot it was?goodness!baru pat dunia beb...after the burial.we went to arwah tok abah's(my dad's dad) and anggur's(my granny's bro) graves..its been lyke one year since i last went..maybe even more than that..god!my grandad been gone for 6 years..how fast tyme flies kan?

(13th-16th june)the famz were off for kl..to visit my granny.aunt and uncle and at the same tyme to tailor our baju kurungs..notice the kiasu-ism..noting much lar..since we go kl lyke every now and then..just eating.i miss my granny's home-cooked meals..packing,coz my aunts' moving out to a new place next month..watching heaps of pirated vcds..lol..i've even watched scary movie 4 before it was released..wakaka...

(17th june)my 19th berfday barbeque..er special thanks to nass,raq,hajar and din for helping me from the very beginning..nass:for the delicious chicken and clearing up the mess after it ended..
to everyone who came(and those who didnt)thanks for gracing the occasion,helping me to finish the food..the presents..the well-wishes..the gossips and the mess..wakaka..truly appericiated..

it was nice lar meeting all those people who i've not met in ages.literallie..people lyke nadiah,who i last met the day i left primary school and those siglap-clanners who became low-profiled ever since the begining of this year..

i hope i could upload pictures soon..so keep hoping people...

(19th june)i officialie turn nineteen..it was lyke my ferst very very wet birthday..it rained non- stop..but the famz managed to celebrate with a simple dinner at east coast,lagoon..

(21th june)my group went to interview a certain company for market research project..rolls eyes i tell you..if not because we are in a desperate need of a company..i would not have bothered with the company,the first tyme i've met sumwan so so unambitious lar..

2006-06-08T10:44:00.000-07:00

this is it peepz..one more day..one more and its term break..

two short weeks that i predict would end too quickly..but im looking forward to coz i'll be going to kl on monday or tuesday(maybe?)to visit the granny,aunt and uncle..we would be at ein's place i suppose coz dad didnt manage to get any hotel..its the holiday season remember?holidays for school kids..how come we tertiary students dont get that so looked forward 1 month break kan kan...

and guess wad?my passport needs to be renewed..bah!how could i overlooked that?bengap sak aku nie..so i have to drag my lazy arse later today to lavender to renew it..gosh!luckily i leave in the east..but im not looking forward to that super long train ride from yio chu kang to lavender..bluek..

i still hate it!!..i thought i was the onlie one..but talking to azimah(i met her in the bus)just now.made me realise how screwed the entire thing is..

2006-06-06T11:25:00.000-07:00

kak lili's wedding is over..the months of preparations and not forgetting the amount spent over and done with..

the wedding was reallie inspirational.im serious!with most of the gubahans,berkatz and the room decor all done by the pengantin herself..her pelamin was super kewl lar..i took pictures(lots of them)but im too lazy to upload can?so lets wait for shamm to lyke upload the pictures from her mobile and i can share it with you guys..

pelamin and decor was by istana wedding services..so does the catering..mak andam was mona j..i have to admit that kak lili looked super different on her nikah night..but she was her usual self..thus came things lyke "ehem!tepi sikit princess nak lalu" when jihah and wani was blocking her way as she was about to leave the house to go downstairs(her pelamin was downstairs)..

bitchy-clanners congregated at shamm's place as early as 1.30pm on saturday.more people came..people lyke hafid.iffah.jass.nizam.wati.hasanah.the sac gerls..see,i still wander who is actuallie getting married?shamm or the sister?

the initial plan to hadang or block abg fahmy's entourage towards the pelamin for $$ was cancelled because we were too shy and 'scared' to do it..sekali pakcik kasi pantun ke aper..mampos siak!shamm's cousins did it and they got lyke..errmm..$X amount that me and shamm used for the cab back after the incident(i'll touch on that later)..

so the normal kompang session.the picture taking.the salam-salam..and kak lili and abg fahmy was off for chua chu kang for the reception at abg fahmy's place..being the normal kecoh gang,we followed to the other reception..abg fahmy's pelamin and decor was kinda sweett..erm..took more pictures.eat some more..

and we were off back for eunosville..because it took forever to wait for the couple to change into their next outfit..we merely left chua chu kang,sumwhere at teck whye when it happened!!in front of our eyes..hafid and iffah who was on their bike riding alongside our car flew macam superman..and nearly got hit by an approaching bus..onlie later that i realised that hafid hit the car that we were in due to a sudden break..

im still so traumatized by the incident sey!!never in my entire lyfe have i seen an accident in front of my eyes..incidents lyke this make me think twice and thrice whether i should take up motor license..too risky lar...rite?

the convoy left,abg zaki sent hafid and iffah to the hospital..leaving me and shamm,by the bustop waiting for the tow-truck to come and take hafid's bike away..it came after lyke forever and we both took a cab back..

i had a pleasant surprise when i reached eunosville..the peepz from siglap were there..dur nad farah raq..nice to see this people after so long..and farah,the minah who just came back from australia..howdy mate?

and my favourite teacher of all tyme was there too..cikgu kadir..the person who once inspired me to become a malay teacher back then in secondary school..soon kak lili and abg fahmy came back in this pink-purple number..took more pictures..and i left..tired sey!!

guess wad?i got another pleasant surprise in my mail last night?i won a long john silver party meal or sumting lyke dat..then i realised that i entered it during ipp..on those days where i went for solo lunches..i'd hide in ljs and have lunch..wakaka..